I'm honestly ashamed of the fact that my incest fan fiction has more reads then anything else. It's most of the reason why I avoid writing on wattpad.
Bc I can plan out a short story with original, developed, lovable characters and execute it perfectly and it gets twenty reads and I'll write a 50 chapter series of smutty, half-ass fanfic and everyone begs me to update. I don't enjoy writing fanfic anymore.
I feel like I'm stealing characters, I can't express myself as much through my OWN characters and plot. It's restricting and I feel guilty bc one of my friends is fictionkin with Morty and she feels really uncomfortable with Rick x Morty.
I've abandoned that ship and most fan fiction and stuff for that matter. I guess you could call it growing up.
It's just painful feeling like an overly sexual, uncreative 12 year old who thrives only off of comments that ask me to write more sex scenes.
I'm 14, and 15 in April. Not a big jump but maybe I've matured. Moral of the story, don't expect anymore fanfic from me.