AustinMccubbin

I want to apologize as there is going to be spam as I re-upload some stories.
          	
          	I deleted them because I was in an unhealthy relationship. I deleted them as a way of trying to appease her. Only to realize later that her trying to guilt me over my emotional involvement in my stories was her trying to control me and drag me down. The relationship was emotionally and mentally abusive. I'm still not back to where I was and I've hit the worst writer's block I've ever been through. A mixture of my confidence being in the toilet and my life being in a whirlwind. Not crying for sympathy or trying to use ASB but I am trying to apologize for the spam and the confusion/irritation from taking them down in the first place. I'll be reposting the 1 shots and Small Packages. As for the journal that is lost to the wind. A lot of what I had on there was only in that journal. But it's lessons learned. In the future I will refuse to surrender any part I hold close. My writing is a core part of me and who I am and I will never change that for anyone again.
          	
          	Gracias, Danka, Thanks, Merci, and I love you all. Stay awesome!

AustinMccubbin

I want to apologize as there is going to be spam as I re-upload some stories.
          
          I deleted them because I was in an unhealthy relationship. I deleted them as a way of trying to appease her. Only to realize later that her trying to guilt me over my emotional involvement in my stories was her trying to control me and drag me down. The relationship was emotionally and mentally abusive. I'm still not back to where I was and I've hit the worst writer's block I've ever been through. A mixture of my confidence being in the toilet and my life being in a whirlwind. Not crying for sympathy or trying to use ASB but I am trying to apologize for the spam and the confusion/irritation from taking them down in the first place. I'll be reposting the 1 shots and Small Packages. As for the journal that is lost to the wind. A lot of what I had on there was only in that journal. But it's lessons learned. In the future I will refuse to surrender any part I hold close. My writing is a core part of me and who I am and I will never change that for anyone again.
          
          Gracias, Danka, Thanks, Merci, and I love you all. Stay awesome!

AustinMccubbin

I have recently removed A20Y (ALLY: 20 Years) Because I feel like I need to polish it it and fix the time line. I apologize to those who enjoyed it. I also feel that it had gotten neglected so I'm going to go for a fresh start, redo the whole thing.
          
          I would also like to apologize for my lack of activity due to having a part time job and going to college. I will be attempting to be more frequent but my education and work schedule come first. I do not treat this as a job nor will I ever intend to do so. This is a hobby and an escape.
          
          Thank you for reading and being patient. Stay awesome!

AustinMccubbin

I am 19, almost 20, have a part time job, gamer, and I am mostly Republican. But I do agree with a lot of left values.I am Christian but I follow the teachings of Romans where it basically states I have no right to judge others for their sins for no one man is perfect. So if you're gonna be gay be gay just don't expect me to act in such a way. Like Gnoggin stated about a lot of us Republicans, I'm tired of being judged instantly for my beliefs. Everyone saying Christian or Republican values are deemed "Racist" or "Offensive." Well when is it my turn to be offended? You constantly smear the name of my religion, say I'm a moron or a racist when my little brother is mixed for crying out loud. The reason this country is polarized is that uneducated youths have decided you're on one road or another and what you say doesn't matter and there is only one right side. And that one side is whatever they googled when they chose a political party by flipping a coin or asking their parents what side they were on without taking a moment to ask why or about their specific beliefs. I still love this country with all my heart and I will believe in our truest potential until the day I die. But what is it saying about us that when my mom visited California over the 4th she saw people my age going to Mexico to celebrate the 4th instead of going to a true American fireworks show. We have fallen far but we can get back up. All we need to do is pull our heads from our rears and start working together. Right, Left, Republican, Democrat, and drop these dumb labels. I may come from Irish descent but in my heart I'm not Irish-American, I'm not Native-American, I'm just plain American! God Bless you all.

AustinMccubbin

Guess who's back from the dead? Sorry for my absence work has been brutal and I've also started work at going to college. I'll try and make posts more regular but for the time being a few of my stories are on hiatus. Inspiration has also been a tricky thing since when I get home most of the time I just want to pass out in bed. But just hang with me and stay awesome!

AustinMccubbin

So about my content. I know I've shifted from Yogscast to RWBY. I am however planning a story as a follow up to "Heart of a Racer." Will probably focus more time on that after I get some chapters prepped for A20y (ALLY 20 years). Stay awesome everyone!

AustinMccubbin

Today was an awarding day at work. It wasn't because I got recognized by my employer, got a raise, got a promotion. Hell I'm probably not even top of the list for employee of the month. What was awarding about it was an elderly lady I was helping with a carry out gave me a hug and told me how much she appreciated my assistance. It's in that little moment that I realized one of the truest perks of my job. I may not get a whole lot of respect, and most of the time the thank yous are shallow. But when I get a genuine thank you from someone who truly needed the help. It lights up my day.