Hey author, just give a look to my message. I js saw your new post. I somehow can relate with the problem ur facing rn. I was also writing a story, I was almost half way but suddenly everything feels heavy. And I felt it. I was also confused btw choosing to follow my passion or do the thing which society approve. STUDIES. I was also devastated from last 1-1.5 year, like mentally emotionally and physically.
My family members are also going through a lot(not financially nor even in a emotional way but our family was in a grief, many incidents happened) and not wanting to disturb them, I carried it all. I was also preparing for a competitive exam, but couldn't make it to stay with it. I don't why. I js can't. So i quite. Without anyone knowing. Js my parents.
I was confused, like hell I'm still. But after so many days, i let myself decide one thing.
I decided to stop writing, until I'm sure I want to do it. Until I was back to myself after all messed up years. Rn I'm struggling so badly at everything. And can't keep promises to my reader, that I will probably ended up not doing.
So, i thought to take a break, a long one( I don't know how much it will take, but i will come back) and after deleting all the things, my insta ID, Wattpad id( yeah, I made a new one with different name, this one) and lossing all follower, disappearing from everywhere. I was js living.
And i want to tell you that, don't let these type of things destroy ur life. This is normal, everyone have a moment in there lives, which tore them apart. Fight with them.
And being emotional, and taking any action being emotional isn't right way to solve the problem. And I'm not telling u that ur wrong or ur not thinking, because u are. And js take a break from everything, I mean everything. And decide what YOU want them come back.
Ik these phases hurt so much, but we can't live like this forever. Js be strong to not mess your mental health.
