Firstly and lastly I have philophobia, it's not like I don't like being loved or something it's just I am scared what if he don't love me like the way I want, what if he disrespect me, what if he don't care about my feelings, what if I become a burden on him , what if he beat me , what if he use me ? , I am scared, this generation make me a philosophical person. So I am writing what I want , what are my fantasies about my future and all, so please become a part of my stories to make your imagination beutiful not like mine , always scared 😂🔮☄️