Hii I know that I didn't uploaded any ep, last updated on 31st May and now it's jun 15
Actually I have been trying to gather myself
Cause there's a lot going on in my life from past few weeks and I want share this with you guys
First of all my niece who is one year old girl, she got sick suddenly and admitted to hospital, as she was in serious position, I don't know how should I explain how I spent that 3 days , I was at home all time panicked but still tried to stay calm and prayed for her wellness
Although she's fine now and back to home safely
Then the 2nd most disturbing thing that I have been facing is my uncertain future
As I passed 12th now I have been preparing for few entrance exams and people like relatives or from my own family kept saying that I'm not doing anything
And what should I say, I'm trying my hardest to be a financially independent person cause it's my top most priority as I'm the elder daughter of the family, I never denied my own responsibilities and I know that I have responsibilities so I need to get a job as soon as possible, I'm trying
So that's why I'll pursue any paramedical course instead of pursuing what I really want to, like literature or psychology, life is not same for everyone and sometimes life will not give you the privilege to choose your own choice and I totally accepted it, as it's my fate it can't be changed
Although I always loved to write, this is what I do from my heart but still from circumstances, I decided to write in Wattpad just to convince myself that I didn't killed my passion totally
I know I'm overwhelmed right now or what else, I just paused writing cause I want to write with a free mind and whenever I'll feel that I'm ready to start again, i will resume writing
Although I don't even know when but still I assure you that I will come back no matter what
Bye
Thank you for being with me ❤️
