Hey my lovelies, how are you all? Hope you're doing well!!
Now come to me — I’m not good at all. As you all know what the current situation of NEET is!! Before the exam, I wasn’t able to share anything… my feelings, my POV, nothing. But even after the exam, I still don’t feel well. My exam didn’t go well and my mental health was already messed up, but NTA ko usse bhi chain nahi aata Even now I still have 3–4 more exams respectively till June 14.
Seriously, sometimes I just feel exhausted. Nothing feels in my hands anymore. I keep wondering — kya kar rahi hu zindagi mein? Na padhai ho rahi hai, na koi exam nikal raha hai, na hi apni pasand ki cheezein properly follow up ho pa rahi hain… nothing.
However, I decided to write my book here on Wattpad on February 08, 2025… and today is May 12, 2026. Almost one year!! And in this one year, I’ve seen so many talented people reach incredible levels. Some even touched millions of reads, finished their books with pure hardwork… and somehow I’m still here. Maybe I’m just a loser because I kept fluttering between studies and writing, and ended up neglecting both. I couldn’t give proper justice to anything.
I still don’t have much… but one thing is true — I never wanted to quit. I never wanted to stop or deactivate my Wattpad ID. I still have so many plots in my mind, so many stories in my heart. And this time, I’m starting again.