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Take care of yourself cutiee✨ 
          I don’t know what you’re going through, but I truly hope Allah eases your heart and replaces every pain with peace. Please take all the time you need your health and peace matter the most. Just know that your words have touched many hearts, including mine, and you’re remembered in quiet duas.
          Whenever you feel ready, we’ll still be here 

Hi Zayna 
          I’m a new reader and Humraah is the first novel of yours I read on Wattpad and it truly touched my heart. Your writing feels so real and emotional.
          I found out that you deactivated your Instagram, and honestly, it made me a little sad. I was really looking forward to seeing your Humraah edits and posts. As a reader, those things mean a lot.
          I understand breaks are sometimes necessary, but I just want you to know your work is loved and missed. Whenever you feel ready, please come back 
          Thank you for giving us Humraah.
          With love,
          A grateful reader 

We can never hate u api, I'm so glad u finally posted and the fact that u showed up, that u survived it all and had the courage to show up and tell us the reality shows how strong u are, ur our moon api, the moon has its own scars, it disappears sometimes, it's not always full and still it's the most beautiful part of the dark night sky, ur stars will always be there for u api, we know u will be alright even if nothing feels alright rn, we love u a lot, always... 

We don't hate you.  We are there for you..take your time... Take care of yourself girl

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Heyy girly
          Tc of urself
          We're always there here waiting for u
          Love u loads

Assalamalikum Zayna , 
          
          I don't know you as a person but I know your words and they are beautiful ✨️ MashAllah.  Just like yourself . They have given me comfort when I felt like my world was crashing down they have made me cry when I felt like I was heartless they have made me believe in love when I felt unlovable they have made me laugh when I forgot how to so all I want to say is . Humraah is the book I can't stop reading because in all your characters I found friends , friends that made me feel like I wasn't alone so indirectly you made me feel not alone . And we want you to feel the same . That you're not alone and we are here waiting for you , rooting for you and cheering you on okay ? Take your time and may you excel in all your goals of your private and public life 
          
          I'm a writer myself and going through something similar in my life so I completely understand you girl  . And I feel guilty too but it's absolutely okay to dissappear sometimes to see who sticks around and we did ! 
          
          Sending my love and duas your way zay‍↕️  
          
          And remember if sometimes you feel you can't be your own Humraah we'll be yours ❣️

Hi… it’s me.
          Your zay....
          It's been a while right? Y'all must hate me 
          I don’t even know where to begin or how to put all this into words, but I owe you all an explanation... from my heart.
          I disappeared. I deactivated… deleted… walked away without a word. And I’m so, so sorry for that. It wasn’t recklessness but it was survival. Something happened, and I fell into a really dark place. A serious depression. Health issues, emotional breakdowns, nights where breathing felt heavy and mornings where existing felt exhausting.
          The most ironic part?
          I hated myself.
          After writing a book like Humraah… I still couldn’t be my own humraah.
          There were days I couldn’t recognize the girl who once poured her soul into words. Days I felt guilty for even calling myself an author. I shut everyone out including my online friends, my characters, my readers literally everyone but Istg not because I didn’t care, but because I felt undeserving of love, support, and patience.
          And yet…
          You all were still there.
          Reading your messages, your concern, your love.. it shattered me in the most beautiful way. I cried. A lot. Because you became the constant support I didn’t know how to ask for. You stayed, even when I vanished. That’s something I will carry in my heart forever.
          Right now, life still feels heavy. I’m searching for universities, giving entry tests, trying to decide my future and honestly? It’s really depressing. Some days I feel lost, scared, and overwhelmed. I’m trying my best, even when it doesn’t look like it. And right now, I just need your support… more than ever.
          

Hello zayna !!!
          How are you gurll ??!!!! I hope ur doing great my fav author! Idk what happened and what ur going through but I just wish all the best and pray for happiness for you my gurl !!! Just know that there are people who are still waiting for you ! 
          
          You deactivated ur insta but I am sooo grateful that ur still on Wattpad cuz I am definitely gonna re read humraah all the time !!! 
          
          And just know that I am always gonna remember you ! You were my first ever Wattpad author Yarr !!!! 
          I am always gonna be more than happy if you ever returns....and if not then I am still always going to remember you 
          
          I don't even know if you will be reading this  Idk if you still have Wattpad or not or if you still opens this app, but if ur reading it rn ! Till here then just know gurll !! That I love you and ur work !!!! And me along with ur other readers will always be ready to welcome you whenever you feel like it ! 
          
          Goodbye.

Heyy apii, it's been a while since u last updated, ur not on insta too are u okay...? I really hope u are