Yk what's hard? Is when you can't tell anyone your story so you write it and when no one understands you and my actions seems like "a rebel" act, and when I'm the bad guy, but you haven't even asked yourself, what have you done wrong? You didn't try to let me explain, you didn't even listen cuz if I do try and defend myself you'd always say "why r you talking back" I've been suffering for almost my life and you tell me "you know nothing about life" oh yes I do... but I can't express it like you do because you're the perent, and if you take my wattpad life away your worst than you think you are, all those stories connects with my whole being, how I suffered through the loneliness, the bullying, and you. And what's harder is you choose him over me who's your daughter... just because I didn't say "excuse me" it's really giving mate vibe and I wish I don't have to go through it but yes I am, it's just hard to explain how your mind works and what you've been through... you can't tell because you weren't there 6 years you weren't there now your trying to be a good perent but it just gives me back to when I was 5 where the truma started it's like I'm in a circle. I'm always the problem so please If your a perent pls let them explain don't do anything that will make them lose trust in you, cuz hours ago I was begging the heavens telling them please just please let me quit.
