@iitz_me_ I totally understand yrrr, ye same hi mere saath hua hai . Mera jan starting mai itna zyada dimaag kharaab hua na , kuch aur reasons bhi the but fir mai bas kitaab khol k baithi rehti thi, diware dekhti thi, aur pura time rona. Fir mere parents ne notice kiya unhone puccha kya problem hai. Bohot sari problems thi mai rone lgi aur bol diya ki mera nhi ho paega Mujhe pata hai, fir meri tabiyat bhi kharaab ho gyi wo log bhi keh rhe the itni jaldi hope mat kho. But yrr mai kuch nhi kr paa rhi thi, fir ek accident ho gya, fir parents ko lgne lga ye to mar jaegi to unhone bol diya mat kro kuch. Jee to kharaab gya bohot. And I truly regret ki Maine itni jaldi hope kyo kho di. Mai kr skti thi syd to Mai apko bata rhi hu abhi time hai kafi, aur aap kr skti ho samjhi. Padhai pr thoda zyada focus krne ki koshish kro aur early hope mat kho. Apka ho jaega I believe it.