Authorsdream09

I posted JD OneShot today. Enjoy 
          	https://www.wattpad.com/story/394625965

Authorsdream09

Hello, everyone!  In case you didn't get a notification, I just dropped a new story! I'd really appreciate it if you could check it out and let me know if you like it 
          
          By the way, someone commented that the story was inspired by ghost shipping. Honestly, I'm not sure where that idea came from because I think the title is already shown crystal clear.
          
          I enjoy pairing Dunk with people I think he looks cute with but if I'm being completely honest, I can't write based on ghost ships anymore. Writing takes both inspiration and consistency and without those, it's difficult for me to keep a story.
          
          I hope I can continue updating this story as much as for Double Trouble. I'm really sorry if I can't update as often as I used to. Things haven't been going very smoothly lately and I need to focus on my priorities first.
          
          Anyway, let me know if you'd like me to continue posting updates for this story 
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/413165067

Authorsdream09

Good morning, How is everyone?
          
          I just wanted to give a little update about my writing schedule. Lately, I've been struggling to get back into writing or maybe it's more accurate to say that I haven't felt inspired to write lately, even though I already have new plot ideas for JoongDunk and PondDunk.
          
          To be honest, there are times when I want to stop writing. But at the same time, writing is one of the few ways I have left to show my support for the boys. I no longer post on YouTube or TikTok, I rarely edit photos for Instagram and I've slowly stopped joining trends as much as before.
          
          It's not because I've lost interest in them. It's because I've become exhausted by some of the behaviors I constantly see within the fandom, from fighting with haters dragging our boys name to policing fellow fans over every little thing.
          
          I keep telling myself to focus less on those accounts, to mute, block or simply skipped. But as time goes on, it feels like there are more and more of them, making it harder to avoid the negativity.
          
          As someone who has always been vocal about JoongDunk and often shares my own thoughts and interpretations, it's discouraging that whenever I write something, some people immediately label me as a hater or someone secretly wishing harm on the boys.
          
          The truth is, I don't feel the need to prove anything. They can claim themselves as real fans whatever they want but I've been here for almost four years and it's not as easy as some people think. I could leave this app anytime I want. I could stop writing too. But because I genuinely love Dunk and appreciate his partnership with Joong, I continue to stay despite everything. Still, there are days when it becomes frustrating and discouraging.
          
          I don't claim I love them equally because I've always been honest about being biased toward my son, Dunk. But that doesn't mean I don't respect Joong. I respect him just as much.

Authorsdream09

@Authorsdream09 I don't always feel positive about everything they do and I don't think that automatically means I wish them harm. I'm not perfect and I'm certainly not someone who can see every situation through rose-colored glasses. When something doesn't sit right with me, I take a step back and give myself space to process and understand them better.
            
            What I struggle with most is toxic positivity, the refusal of other fans to acknowledge when there are issues worth discussing. We can talk about things honestly and exchange thoughts without letting them consume us.
            
            As I've always said, I stand by what I understand and believe and I respect that others may see things differently. You're free to disagree with me but please don't take it personally.
            
            At the end of the day, I can't control other people's opinions or behavior. The only thing I can control is how I respond to them.
            
            I still hope I can finish all of my ongoing series before I eventually sign off as a JD fan. Because if we're being honest, protecting our mental well-being is far more important than holding on to something that leaves us emotionally drained.
            
            Sorry for the long rant. I just needed to get these thoughts out of my head.
            
            Have a good day.
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Authorsdream09

Hello  how are you everyone? 
          
          Just a little update for this week. I might not be able to drop any updates for Double Trouble since I’ll be facilitating a small event this coming Sunday for Mother’s Day. As much as I’m excited for the upcoming chapter, I want to fully focus and make sure everything goes well with our event. Thank you and have a great weekend ☺️