Authorsdream09
How are you, everyone?
I just wanted to share how I’ve been feeling lately. Maybe writing it down will help me understand my emotions or at least motivate me again.
Lately, my X timeline hasn’t been the best space. I’ve seen so many negative posts, whether about JoongDunk or random things that affect my mood. Sometimes, I don’t even have the energy to open the app. As someone full of thoughts, it’s hard not to voice out my opinions, but I know not everyone will agree. Some will understand, others will only focus on what they believe is right.
There are moments I wish I weren’t a JD writer so I could express myself freely without overthinking. But like I always tell my friends. SCROLL, SKIP, MUTE, or BLOCK. Protecting your peace is better than proving your point.
I was actually in the mood to finish My Friendly Neighborhood since I already know the ending, but the typhoon caused several days of blackout and no signal. That pause gave me time to reflect on myself outside of fangirling and writing.
Sometimes, I think about quietly leaving, ghosting my stories and just being a silent JD supporter. I often ask myself,
“Do I really enjoy writing, or am I just convincing myself?”
I worry readers might feel bad if I stop updating, but maybe no one’s really waiting anymore. Still, whenever I receive a single comment, vote or see my story added to someone’s library, it makes me smile. It reminds me that my stories still mean something to someone and that’s why I can’t abandon them.
For now, I’m rereading my other works. Spiderman can wait since its plot is more complex. I’ll try to focus on 3 Maria, Double Double, or one of my other ongoing stories.
Please understand that when I go quiet or don’t post updates, I’m just tired, busy, or going through another writer’s crisis. But one thing’s for sure I haven’t forgotten my stories or the people who still believe in them.
Thvbbydunk
@Authorsdream09 I know and you don't need to feel pressurized dear. Stories are not more important than you take time I'll be there for you
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Authorsdream09
@QueenAmour9700 thank you na for considering me as friend rather than an author. I will surely took break when I'm not okay.
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