I always feel like theirs a storm inside, jumbling up my thoughts and emotions.life is cold and brutal never meant to be told to the little ones who thinks it's all sunshine and rainbows.
No one needs to know my deepest darkest secrets because even I cower away from myself when I realise what I have DONE, what I have CREATED, what I AM!
Most the time I feel as if I cannot take on the World another day...and other days it feels as if the whole Earth has turned against me...sometimes i just feel as if I could it take on, yet when I try everything I have ever tried to do fails me and pushes me back down to the endless pit of nothingness and I never get to shine, I never get to show the world what I have to give, but when I try everything falls apart.
I am just going to let everyone out there know I put on a mask of smiles and glee to hide my inner emotions. Nothing anyone thinks of me is true unless you count things like my complexion. But when you look deep enough you can actually see the one who is hiding who I put underneath lock and key to make sure no one worries, no one gets upset that they can't help. 
 I am no superman. The words you say to me do hurt and I may not cry about them on the outside, but on the inside it rips my wounds even farther open and I know that "stick and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me" but I'm gonna let you know I'm not made of concrete, I cant take everything that is pushed my way.