So...
I don't know why I'm putting this on here, but I have no one else to tell this to, so like...hello.
I don't know...
So lately I've been feeling super depressed, for multiple reasons. I'm at an age where the friends I have are older than me sometimes, and they've all moved on to the school above me. The close friends I have in my grades have all moved. And the semi-close friends I have left...well, they aren't the best people for me.
There are some days where I just...don't find the motivation to get out of bed anymore. And I know that there are so many people out there going through something similar, but I am extremely close to the friends that I do have, and it just...feels like I'm worthless these days. Like nothing I'll do ever matters or will ever matter, and like nothing I did mattered in the first place.
I don't know what to do anymore.
Sorry for the word schpiel, i just had to get that off my chest.