we love crying at 2:47 am bc of memories of a now gone family member.. but like, i haven't full out cried in a while, and it felt nice to release, but i still think there's more but they don't escape. i think something blocked me from crying all the time, cause i used to cry way more, but like, after the passing of of my grandmother, about 2 tears fell, but i would have a breakdown of origami not working out. thank you for reading/listening to my tangent