Avarey

I kinda wanna throw my phone across the room
          'Cause all I see are girls too good to be true
          With paper-white teeth and perfect bodies
          Wish I didn't care
          I know that beauty is not my lack
          But it feels like that weight is on my back
          And I can't let it go
          Co-comparison is killin' me slowly
          I think, I think too much
          'Bout kids who don't know me
          I'm so sick of myself
          I'd rather be, rather be
          Anyone, anyone else
          But jealousy, jealousy
          Started followin' me (he-he-he, he-he)
          Started followin' me (he-he-he, he-he)
          And I see everyone gettin' all the things I want
          And I'm happy for them, but then again, I'm not
          Just cool vintage clothes and vacation photos
          I can't stand it, oh, God, I sound crazy
          Their win is not my loss
          I know it's true
          But I can't help gettin' caught up in it all
          Co-comparison is killin' me slowly
          I think, I think too much
          'Bout kids who don't know me
          I'm so sick of myself
          I'd rather be, rather be
          Anyone, anyone else
          But jealousy, jealousy (yeah)
          All your friends are so cool, you go out every night
          In your daddy's nice car, yeah, you're livin' the life
          Got a pretty face, pretty boyfriend, too
          I wanna be you so bad, and I don't even know you
          All I see is what I should be
          Happier, prettier, jealousy, jealousy
          All I see is what I should be
          I'm losin' it, all I get's, jealousy, jealousy
          Co-comparison is killin' me slowly
          I think, I think too much
          'Bout kids who don't know me
          And I'm so sick of myself
          I'd rather be, rather be (oh, oh)
          Anyone, anyone else (anybody else)
          Jealousy, jealousy
          Oh, I'm so sick of myself
          I'd rather be, rather be (oh-oh-oh)
          Anyone, anyone else
          Jealousy, jealousy
          Started followin' me
          
          I never knew it didn’t have a curse word

Is it just me, or would I be the ONLY person to walk always from my significant other if an Anime character ( for me specifically Haikyu or MHA) walked through a door and asked me to run away with them I would. But if my celebrity crush (let’s say Tom Holland for today) walked through a door and asked me the same thing I wouldn’t?

Just slept in half an hour and still made my bus… I’ve never done that before it must be my lucky day

I just realized how lucky the TMR (the maze runner) fandom is…. They literally have 3 men who are in their 30s that look like they could be 21 still… ESPECIALLY THOMAS BRODIE SANGSTER!!!

My family and my Bestie’s family believe that a boy on my volleyball team (who’s only rude to me and only yells at me every time I make a mistake) think he likes me. But I believe he’s just rude to be rude. 
          
          What do y’all think??

I just did the stupidest thing imaginable in the world of stupidity’s stupidity

I want another dog ;-;

I hope my crush has an explanation for telling his bus I like him, when he doesn’t even tell me if he likes me back or not

I got 5 hours of volleyball today, then PSAT tomorrow 

HUUUGE WARNING: SWEARING (kinda a lot of it)
          
          (Any boys that read this no offense I don’t mean it about ALL boys just mainly the ones at my school)
          
          I fucking hate boys. It’s literally impossible to find the right guy. My crush ( aka fucking backstabbing, lying, piece  of shit, asshat, rumor spreader) I told him I liked him today. He didn’t really acknowledge it (at least to me it didn’t look like it) and then at like 2:20pm, my friend that’s on the same fucking bus as him text me saying “I feel bad for you. ____ (the blank is where my crushes name should be, as much as I hate him right now I’m not putting his name)  starting rumors on the bus. I’m sorry” I fucking gave this bastard my number yesterday and he hasn’t texted me once. His excuse from yesterday was “I got kinda grounded because I got a bad grade” did I believe him at first? Sure. Do I believe it now? Fuuuuck no! At this point do I even try to still be nice to him? Or should I just fucking threaten him tomorrow at school???