Hi everyone...
It's been a while. I don't really know where to begin so I guess I'll start back in May after my birthday.
Basically, everything started getting harder and harder, nothing was going the way I wanted it to... I felt like everything was crushing me... there was so much to do and so little time and the only solace was work, surprisingly enough...
I couldn't talk to a lot of my friends because I felt like I was being a burden to them and I felt like they wouldn't understand... I've become a ball of anxiety lately and it sucks... it really sucks... The only good thing is I'm not failing any of my subjects so I'm on course to graduating at the end of the year. I haven't done much on my stories, in fact, I've deleted a few of them from this site.
I've been in the kind of state where I thought that nothing I did was any good and that got me kind of low. I didn't harm myself so don't worry... but the thought did float around in my head a few times. I'm not really feeling all that much better and I've got zero inspiration for any of my stories...
I've been thinking about just deleting my account and just giving up but I'm not going to do that. A fair few of my stories, such as The Black Heiress, are on hold until further notice. I might delete a few more of my stories but I'm not sure yet.
Anyway. Enough of my depressive nature that has taken over my life the past few months. I hope all of you are doing ok and I hope you have people you can talk too.
Caitlin :)