Avabbile

The continued part
          
          
          
          I don't know what I should do, I want to also be with Siri, but at the same time I don't and I feel like I would be better off single, but I love Nicky and I don't know, it's complicated, but I like my life the way it is untill now. I'll update more drama when I get ittt 
          
          Good night/evening/morning, pookies<3

HYIA Y'ALL 
          
          HELLO! FIRST OF ALL, I'M ALIVE!!
          
          It's a long story, I lost my Wattpad acc but I got it back and A LOT happened! So first, I broke up with my crush and Sahara with Carrot and we are togheter for a long time, but I did get another crush...  Sahara knows about her and I also gotta change their nickname uh...Nicky because that's their nickname to choose name. Okay, so, Nicky knows about her and she likes me back, but we're not in a relationship, it doesn't really hurt. Nicky is okay if I were with her, but she doesn't want it and I've hurt her a lot and that also hurts me and yeah. We'll call her Siri. So Siri liked me back after I took her one random Monday morning and told her. Well, in the meantime, I also though I was non binary, but I was wrong. I am asexual and Polyamorous, well, I tried, but I don't like anyone for now. 
          
          
          Anygays, we'll talk about Carrot and another friend, we'll call her Bee because that's close. So like, Bee had a lot of drama with my ex's friend and another boy from her old class and she got hurt, but we were in camp the other days and we were with Carrot (him and Nicky are on good terms, dw) and ehm...I got a dare to kiss Nicky and I did and some moments later, a friend(we'll call her Crybaby, BCS she loves Melanie) took Carrot outside the room (with Bee's permission) and Carrot knew that Bee liked him, but Crybaby confirmed it. Carrot doesn't know if he likes her back and tbh, I don't know why, but I feel like he would be a good boy best friend. We get along very well and I only see him as a friend. I asked Bee if he could be my other boy best friend (I have one for 6 years) and she got mad and I don't know. I'm not trying to steal him, I don't even like him, he's just a friend, plus that I'm taken and moved on from my ex since the day we broke up. 
          
          

So, I finally told my crush I liked him and guess what happened next :)
          
          So, it was morning, the last night a friend made a love letter and my other friend helped me put it in his desk, I just gave her some ideeas. Some time later, I find out that he also likes me and so, he also made a love letter and gave it to me. I read it and it was sooooooo cute. After some time, I got some courage and hugged him.
          
          Some time later, a friend who was in classes 1-4 with him told me that other girls liked him, but he never liked them. I was the first girl who he liked <3

So we have this ship in class. A boy (We'll call him Carrot, because that's his Nickname) asked my bestie (Let's call her Sahara, bc her name is close to this) If she liked him. Well, Carrot didn't exactly asked her. One of Carrot's friends did. Sahara didn't answered, so I answered in her place: "Yea! She does like him!" Sahara thought it was a prank. Maybe even Carrot did, because they both hid. Carrot even cried.
          
          We tried getting them to talk. We ran after them. Carrot wanted to be with Sahara, but Sahara didn't want to listen to me. She thought it was a prank. But after we tried and I slapped Carrot, we got Sahara to say 'Hi' to Carrot, then ran.
          
          From that day, they started talking a lot, staying next to each other, not only classes and it became a ship. Tho I always feel like the third wheel, I know Sahara won't leave me for a boy. Atlest that's what I hope :)