Avassreader
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cute life update. My life has been shit recently. My therapist changed to a different place. Ocd is acting up worse than ever. Havent been to school basically all this year. Have started to have panic attacts. Even dance is becoming hard. Im fucking scared for my future.
Avassreader
@stxrry_n1ghts im actually crying, your too sweet:,) thank you so so much, you have no idea how much i needed to hear this right now. I love you too❤️
stxrry_n1ghts
awwww bby, I’m so sorry to hear this :( this is one tiny part of your life. one shitty part that sucks and makes everything seem like the worst or that nothing good will come, but it will. firstly your health is way more important than school, I haven’t been to school since I was 15 because of mental health and I’m doing better now. you can do school at any point in your life. the future is undecided and there’s no way any of can know what’s to come. it’s uncertain and terrifying, but this one shitty part of your life, does not define your future. take a step back and think through things. what you’re worried about what’s causing the panic attacks, and think of a solution. even if it’s not a permanent one, but a something to help you through the present. life is forever changing, but that doesn’t mean you’re doomed to fail or that nothing positive will happen. you can try and find a new therapist, who won’t be the same as your last, but hopefully someone you can trust. ground yourself with the things you love, take the time to just take a breath. you will be okay, I can promise you that. in the midst of all the negativity, there’s positives hidden that you have to look for and hold onto as an anchor. if you ever need anything at all, please message me and I’ll help however I can. I’m so proud of you for going through all this and getting up each day. you’re so strong, Ava and such an amazing person. I love you❤️
