Note from the poet: Ima go straight to the point - yes life is hard, yes you might want to give up sometimes, yes you will have good and bad days, but you need to believe that you can make it through, and you have to believe in yourself, as a good friend told me "Believing in yourself is a hard thing to do. Cause it means you have to trust that your ability and effort is enough. But what people fail to realize that ability is gained through effort so trying your best is all the belief you need." I have been through a lot in my life way too soon, and I tend to blame myself, why yes, I may have had some effect, it is not ALL my fault, some things will be out of your hands in life and you need to respect that, I had another good friend that once told me "Stop trying to be perfect... ur human we all fucked up.. it's okay... if u destroy ur self over every situation then ur not gonna ever be happy... live it, learn from it, and move on bud that's all you can do" Now I'm not saying it's easy, and I'm not saying I figured it all out either, but I know a good place you can start... talking about it to just about anyone that is willing to help. If you can just ride out the storm, it'll all be worth it, unfortunately, you are just going to have to wait for your "someday", but in doing that, please don't just give up your "today", stay strong, you got me rooting for ya. "Sometimes all you can do is just live day by day and not worry about the tomorrows of the world."

(side note: if you read all that thank you and feel free to talk to me about anything, just one friend, or even just someone to rant to, is all you need to survive)

(extra side note (because I'm extra): I'm a nobody, but you know why that's okay, because most nobodies turn into somebodies)


"My mind is like a puzzle or a Rubik's Cube, But figuring me out is something that you shouldn't do. Because my thoughts are locked inside a padded room And if these padded walls could talk I'd surely be doomed. Let's go..."