@Average_loW
Oh yeah when I found out my account was suspended yesterday it was cuz I was gonna apologize for how dramatic I was being on sunday- i guess my mind was just... Idk idk where my mind was. But I kinda overreacting haha. I guess I was just scared
this may be overthinking it entirely but better to be safe than sorry..
okay anyway, youre not 'temporarily' leaving wattpad to distance yourself from people are you? because youve been pretty suicidal recently, and i know its common for people to distance themself beforehand so it hurts less, and that works with what youve been saying about it being 'selfish' and asking me how long it would take for me to get over it. i dont know if the temporary leave youre planning is temporary, or just temporary to keep everyone calm. just me and my friends are kinda, well, really concerned is all.
i know its pathetic that my only way of asking you to stay has ended up being a fucking song, but im asking you to hold on till may again. it may just be a song but its a special song, and i think thats a special goal to work towards
just know that i love you.
- R
HI
I loooove you
I just played Helena on guitar and I sobbed during the whole thing bc #imnormal
I've played TWIU 15 times today I might need help
@Average_loW ooooh I never liked that song but since then I've entered the entire new world of being in a relationship and I feel id become obsessed with it very quickly
I've had too much caffeine today
I'm so sorry
@Average_loW but we both love each other, and we don't WANT to hurt eachother, so we can make it work. We will
@Average_loW my lifes not the worst either, the only things I really struggle with are self esteem and anxiety
I'm stuck and I need advice but I don't know anyone
Promise me you'll stay alive
