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I need some more good N x Uzi rn 

This is a very important question that needs to be asked to everyone I know… 
          
          What’s your favorite shape?? 
          I really like triangles! C: 

So I reposted my cringe OneShots lol 
          Because I’m cringe, but I’m free so- may as well live with the embarrassment of being a simp 
          
          Anyways y’all have fun nerddsss 

I’ve reached my senior year of high school lol 
          It’s funny how much time flies. Sometimes you almost feel like you don’t even know how you got here. I’ve got good things ahead of me, I’ve got a good plan. But sometimes I feel like I don’t know if I’m ever really gonna make it far in life. 
          Sometimes this just feels melancholic, I sometimes just dread the future. If I’m gonna slave my life away to survive, I at least want to do something that I like. But even then. I don’t think I’m gonna attend college because of the career I want. 
          
          I started this account when I was in 8th grade lol. I was a lonely 13 year old who simped for a bunch of fictional characters. To be fair it was also 2020 and I had little to no interaction with anyone. Lol crazy times. Now I’m growing up. 
          
          I’m not sure if I’ll go back to writing public stories anymore 
          But I do enjoy checking this from time to time 

Where are youuuu 
          And I’m so sorrryyyyy

Well, I just put up my art book up again 
          Feel free to look at that lol 
          
          I honestly don’t get why people are still following, but welcome! 
          I’m glad you’re here lol 
          I wouldn’t expect too much from me 
          
          I’m a busy person nowadays 
          
          How have y’all been lately? I hope that each and everyone of y’all are doing at least okay 
          (Because an okay is better than bad)
          But if you’re doing better than okay then I’m really proud of you! That takes a lot nowadays 
          I really wish I could have more to offer to y’all 
          
          But I hope y’all have a very wonderful day 

Man I am not on often anymore- 
          
          Tbh I have a lot that goes on lol 
          So I’ve been pretty busy 
          I’m not 100% sure I’ll just continue posting here on wattpad 
          
          That and my motivation to write honestly just hasn’t been here 
          Same with drawing and animating lol 
          
          It’ll depend if I ever feel like writing again 
          But for now it doesn’t seem like I can really manage to write in the moment 
          
          It seems that my OneShot book has gained quite a lot of people QwQ so it feels like a lot of people are just waiting on me to update, so it stresses me out a little
          
          I guess some good news for me is I started my junior year of high school, I’m now taking graphic design and planning on which colleges to attend, how I want my career path to go- etc etc wether I’ll be happy with what I do or not 
          
          I’ve been dedicating myself to a lot of things, and wattpad happened to be one of those few things that I wanted to try out when i was younger 
          So it seems that I can’t really keep up with much 
          And that’s alright 
          
          But yeah, I’m not exactly dead 
          I do pop up here and there 

I feel like I’ve just been getting depressed on holidays and birthdays. Especially my birthday. (My birthday was a couple months ago lol) 
          
          I know someone who doesn’t celebrate many holidays at all, and won’t celebrate them. And sometimes I feel so lonely and depressed about it because I can’t share something that I love so much with the person I love a lot. 
          I try and respect what they do, but honestly it just kinda breaks me at the same time. 
          Sometimes I feel like I’m not willing enough to give up something for this person. I’m not willing to give up celebrating holidays and being with the people I love most. I’ve pretty much done that my whole life- but I don’t wanna stop doing all that because of some belief out there. It’ll feel like I’m ripping the best parts of my childhood alway from myself. 
          
          It was worse on my birthday. I felt so depressed when I turned 16. . It’s not like they don’t care, it’s just that they can’t care about it because of their beliefs. I felt like I couldn’t even enjoy my own birthday because of it. 
          I don’t think I’ll be able to ever enjoy another holiday or birthday anymore because of it. 

Oooo I like how they added public dates to books now 
          
          Cause lately I’ve been thinking “how could someone tell of something came first?” 
          Someone could put a date, but also someone could easily lie and but a different date but earlier- 
          
          Anyways. How have y’all been? 
          
          For me life has been lifing. All I’ve done lately is play Skyrim XDD 
          I’ve noticed I’ve been reading and writing less on wattpad lately 
          QwQ that was prob because of school 
          Now that schools out I still don’t know what to do XD 
          
          I’ll eventually figure something out lol 

Hehe- 
          I’m a Junior now >:3