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my teacher is fucking crazy if he thinks i’m going to do 140 math questions for fun. what’s crazy is that he won’t even grade it :/

when you fall for a side character instead of the main character 

frankly honestly, a little vent :)
          
          i hate doing my work last minute, especially knowing that i had a lot of time to work on it. and the safe family gathers that were planned every other day didn’t help me since i would come back at a late time and wake up during the afternoon feeling extremely unmotivated to do anything. 
          
          i really hate knowing that i cannot overcome my fear of recording myself. sometimes i like to post myself on social media but knowing that the people who follow my account are respectful and appropriate. 
          
          one of my projects were to record a tik tok or a small video and sharing it to my teachers. i know that the teachers that i have are not disrespectful or any type of negativity but i have fear not knowing the reaction of them.
          
          it also counts on speaking, i do not like engaging on conversations that i might not  know how the other person will react. especially on presentations i get scared that if i say the wrong thing or if i pronounce something wrong i might get made fun of.
          
          it absolute terrifies me. 
          
          but in the end of the day i know that i have to overcome this fear that might tomorrow, next week, or maybe when i’m at my 40’s. 
          
          i’d like to let people know that it is okay to have fears even thought that it can really scary you in many shapes or forms. in the end we are human filled with emotions. 
          
          we can overcome it. fear shouldn’t be the reason you do not try things. 
          
          that’s all. bye-bye and have a lovely day/evening/ of night. :)

imagine looking forward for your vacation, just when you think you’re able to breath you’re assigned with more projects during the break. 
          
          MARINA’s music is calming :)

imagine being scared to go on wattpad and worried that the people around can read what you’re reading.
          
          yeah i’m going through that rn.

i’m trying to get my hair dyed again, but my hair stylist is making it difficult to make an appointment :’(

i legit got braces at the last minute and i’ve never been so happy but in pain :’)
          
          i’m ready to just call quits.
          
          any tips to get rid of pain?

i tell myself to not stay late but we know we never listen to our brain only our hearts 
          
          this is why i’ve been almost late for classes...

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          -my wifi has decided to stop working
          -my room is a mess
          -i was actually going to publish a chapter on hawks mha
          -i’m tired
          -i wanna workout
          -i wanna simp all day long
          -i wanna be productive all day long
          -and i wanna see chūyya with a glass of wine while he listens to music (ugh such a dreamboat)
          
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your welcome! you deserve it, and also i really love the story “Mr. Bandages” and I hope you write more! <3