Roses🌹

Turned 18 today! Finally an adult lol

Met a guy!~
          
          So two days ago me and my friends went to a nearby mall for a movie and games and during one such ride called a gravity ride a group of guys joined us. Our two groups went in together. There were 3 girl friends with me and the boys were in 5 or 6. Anyway we all glanced at each other sometimes coz we were all teenagers.
          
          After the ride one of the guys, let's call him S, approached me and asked if we had come there to roam around just like them. He looked like the talkative one in the group, and in my group it was me so we ended up talking for a while asking about each other's places and school. They just graduated while we were 12th graders. They were from a different district too but came here to have fun for a while. Another guy asked me my name and said that they had taken a video inside the ride and that had us also because we sat nearby, so the talkative guy sent it to me on insta and we became friends. 
          
          Before they left they asked us where we were going. We were about to watch a show while they were going somewhere else outside the mall so we said goodbye and left. Later the guy who gave me his insta said that he had looked for us but didn't see us anywhere. He also sent me a video of his group outside, inside a cafe. My other friends who are usually introverted and don't talk to guys found these people really nice and kept asking if they were anywhere around and that we should've taken a photo with them. Unfortunately we forgot about that when we were talking to them.
          
          I really liked the talkative guy coz he's the one who started the Convo and was really nice with a cute smile. Anyways it was a good experience coz we rarely meet new people this way :)

Story time! 
          Lately, I've been experiencing a strange connection with this guy in my class, let's call him K. I don't have a crush, but I keep thinking that he's trying to get closer to me. 
          It started in our chemistry lab a while ago. He was sitting on a seat away from me, next to a girl named T who has a crush on him. T is my ex friend and I've mentioned her before in one of my announcements - she's a nutcase and people who talk to her end up regretting it. K is fed up with her and everyone knows that but she doesn't. A while later, both T and the girl next to me got up to submit their books and K immediately sat next to me. He's the most introverted guy in class and literally talks to no one except his guy friend. He's too shy but he's nice and smiles a lot. It was a surprise when he sat here because I thought he wanted my notes but he had already finished it and just sat there glancing at me sometimes. I asked him a doubt and when I said a pretty dumb joke in between he blushed and chuckled. When T returned, he immediately went back to his seat, pretending that he lost his book. Same followed in the computer lab and he asked for my help throughout the entire session. Mind you, his permanent seat is supposed to be at the far corner, but he sat on the one next to me even though it didn't even work properly. A kid cracked some joke to me and when I turned, I saw him look at me and smile. Today I kind of talked with him randomly, and that's the most I've seen him talk, with giggles, laughs and blushes in between. I've never seen him talk that way to another guy, much less a girl. Either he wants to be a good friend or something more. I just don't know. 

Hi! i read your friend's message to tell you about any haters... can you pls help me...by making mass report and thus deleting their account... they have made my life living hell these past few days... pls respond to me asap!!! plzzz

https://aweirdoonearth01.carrd.co/
          Finally, I have my own Carrd website!

https://www.wattpad.com/story/393576245-2025-rose-gold-awards-open
          Awards!

Hello guys! 
          
          After a long time of inactivity, I'm finally going to publish a new book soon - and it'll be an AI x human romance-thriller, based on a time when humans are at war with AI robots. 
          
          I'm pretty excited for it because it's kind of based on...real stuff, y'know? 

So, ever since 11th started, it has been a roller coaster of emotions for me, just like 9th grade had been. Story time!
          Since I was the only girl from my class to choose computer maths, I was stressed about socializing and forming good friendships in my new class. I mean, sure, I still had a lot of friends including my best friends in the commerce and biomaths classes, but I could meet them only during breaks. But when I entered my new 11th grade class, a girl, let's call her 'T', invited me to sit with her and talk. Since my best friend Riley knew her, I thought that I wouldn't have to be alone and have a good friend. But damn, I was so wrong. In less than a week, she showed her true colors - constantly belittling people, shouting at them, embarrassing me publicly by gossiping about people right in front of them, cringing us out using old fashioned jokes and overly conservative stuff, spitting foolish arguments etc. She eavesdrops on others' private convos and gets into arguments with every girl except me, every single person hates her, and because of her I started to isolate myself from my classmates (although they personally did like me) because I didn't want her to cringe them out. T follows me wherever I go so even when I try to have a good convo with my new classmates she intervenes rudely and drags me along with her. At last, I somehow broke out because I didn't want to exhaust my own mental health for yet another person. And life has been so good ever since. I ignored T, and though I feel bad because she's one of the usual targets for roasting and insults, I realized soon that I shouldn't have to feel so because I never bullied her or judged her. I was staying away for my own mental health and that should matter to me more than someone else's. Slowly I got closer to my other classmates and realized how genuine and good they are, unlike T(and how she portrayed them to be). I now have new friends among my classmates and feel much better.

OMGGG it's almost 2025 y'allll<3333 Really hoping that it would be my year coz guess what, 25 is my lucky number! 
          
          Anyways, happy new year in advance ! 

I'm OBSESSED with Brahms Heelshire right now. 
          
          Don't know who that is? Search up The Boy(2016). It's a horror movie that seems like it's centred around a spirit when in reality... Well I don't think I should spoil it. For those of you who already know it, you might know the large fanbase and edits of the villain through Instagram, tiktok and Pinterest posts. I might start a fanfiction on that movie soon - although I used to hate fanfictions before - and it won't be on this account because of personal reasons. It depends on whether I still like the villain after a week though, lol.