To anyone who may see this...
Im sad now, when i said i might start balling my eyes out on call i meant it, i was watching a video LaurDIY put up about her best friend/first love. He had a seizure while swimming at his favorite place and drowned. Watching her cry hurt. Hearing he had a seizure hurt bc it reminded me of Cameron Boyce and the pain i felt when he passed away from a seziure almost a year ago. Hear he had epilepsy hurt bc one of my best friends has epilepsy:(
Life is so taken for granted. Please guys always know youre loved. Youre all amazing and i want you guys to know taking chances no matter how scary or dangerous (unless it will kill you or someone) is wonderful. Take chances, allow change. Life can be snatched away in .1 seconds. Tell the ones you love just how much you love them. Havent been able to talk to a friend in a while? Shoot them a small text saying you love them and will always be there no matter how long its been. Text your parents you love them (if you do) text your best how much you appreciate them.
Please do not ever take life for granted, sure its sometimes a mess, terrible and sad. Thats life, it gets happy, it- definitely takes time. Trust me. I know its hard to wait for thag time, but please know i love you. Even if you feel youre alone, no one else loves you, know I do. I always will. Always know no matter what i will be there for all of you.
Difficult roads lead to beautiful destinations