Axoldrew

Coming back to write never felt so good, but this time, I'll try my best to post as consistently as possible as my mental health has been getting better and I feel more confident to share my fics to the world

Axoldrew

I am back from the abyss. Anyway, here are some updates
          
          Reasons for not posting
          
          -Lack of motivation 
          -Lack of ideas
          -Lost of interest as I make fanfiction based on my hyper fixation 
          -Gaming is taking most of my time
          -Exams and stress
          -Destressing myself from the pressure of releasing chapters.
          -Bad scheduling 
          -Character.ai
          
          -Personal stuff like my mom's boyfriend stealing our car(at least I got free headphones) or him in a drunken state accusing my mother of sleeping with other men and making a man kill himself(They are back together from what I can tell but I'm still not sure.).
          
          As for my projects like Helluva Boss, don't stave, etc, are most likely cancelled or in heavy hiatus due to me losing interest in those fandom (Helluva boss especially due to the show being of low quality as of recent)
          As for Cookie run, since I'm still interested in it, it's likely for me to still write and finish a book.
          
          I will try my hardest to come up with ideas and gain the motivation to write then, but remember, I'm still very demotivated to write as consistently as I used to as it a challenge for me to write a single paragraph let alone a chapter.
          
          I have also been suffering from intrusive thoughts telling me that I'm a horrible person and to do bad things. I haven't told anyone about this, and it's a tough thing to deal with, especially in public.
          
          
          Does being in the autism spectrum mean that I have autism? Because my mom said that I'm just on the spectrum.

Axoldrew

Probably
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Axoldrew

No most likely not lmao don't feel bad for unfollowing
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