Owlan

Why is the Hellsing fandom so small? :cries: it's my new hyperfixation at the moment 

I'm not a fan of Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss (the shows are a meh for me) and I left the fandom a very long time ago... 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          (Spoiler for anyone who hasn't finish the series) 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          But why TF is the first video that popped up in my TikTok FYP is Alastor, tied to a chair, mouth covered, and witnessing both Valentino and Vox in bed... Almost naked after they most definitely did the deed-
          
          And also- Human!Alastor ain't a "Hear me Out" but a "Hold me Back" (oh 2021 me would be screaming in joy) 

No one will be reading this but..... 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Hear me out on Johnny Worthington III 

Why does everytime I mentioned or even planned to wear a skirt, it starts raining like you really rainin' on my parade lmao
          
          But two can play at that and I'll still wear my skirt to look fashionable cause why not
          
          (it's even funnier that I'm even named after it with an E like Raine from The Owl House) 

Also this may not be important but... college is honestly lonely. 
          
          Thought I made a friend but they kinda find their friend that clicks? If that makes sense. 
          
          Might posts things like this if I'm feeling a mood or something haha

Fyi guys, this is still simpy_wimpy_dimpy lmao
          
          Iconic name but I'm naming it after my Roblox Name (can't change that cause it costs 1000 Robux and I'm broke) 

Oh yeah I forgot I am kinda back now lol. Just graduated senior high like week ago
          
          can’t wait for college ig 

I should probably change the profile pic but I’ll be keeping my iconic tag cause that’s one way to know me. 
          
          Or I’ll probably change it but who knows tho

Yo. It’s me if you know me lol. Or not. Uh, don’t know what to say after leaving for like a year. 
          
          Anyways imma used this account for sillies :3
          
           good to be back ig 

I’ve been feeling i don’t know...left out almost anywhere but home. I mean I can tolerate my own family but not outside of my household.
          
          I really don’t want to assume because I feel like my friends are replacing me and just using me for quizzes and assignments. And whenever I have an idea in like a role play, musical theater, even the short film, they dismissed my ideas. I get it they don’t understand as much as I am. Which made me feel left out like if I were absent for the whole week, none of my classmates would notice me gone.
          
          And Wattpad is like another home...or what I think it was since it’s hella dead and I know some of you are very busy in life because you might be an adult with responsibilities and I’m just a common random teen who is almost at her 17 in a few weeks. So again, what I’m saying I am quitting officially from Wattpad. 
          
          I don’t know why but please don’t overthink it’s your fault for it is my fault for feeling like this.
          
          Because of feeling left out almost anywhere now even here, I want to drop contacts from you all.
          
          It’s just to me, I’d rather make myself  on my own than to have someone else to make me on my own.
          
          So this is a farewell message and please don’t overthink I’m going to take my life subcription for I am still a pu$$y doing that.
          
          Thank you guys for being there for me since the lockdown and making my life more exciting and even until now, even though you guys probably or probably not read this stupid message rant cause again I’m just a random angsty teen in senior high school who just having some stupid depressing hormones.
          
          As my farewell for you and last message, don’t be like me. Stay happy and get on your feet everytime life gets you down.
          
          I’ve been pushed down all the time and even being depressed and anxious, I still managed to live and hell I am even surprised I’m still alive until now.
          
          I’ll be deleting or logging out after 24 Hours.
          
          So this is it.
          
          I love you guys so much and I’ll never forget about you ;)