Astraeus Stark★

man, I'm entering college already. Missing that little me who's still geeking over fanfictions lol

enkidu is pretty hot ngl 

Honestly, he's probably laughing from above like he would usually do. haha, I hope for everyone who's reading this a prosperous and living their life like Techno wishes we do. 

I'm very sorry for returning with such sad news. the fact that my biggest inspiration for drawing and writing, the person who helped me standing, the one decorating my childhood with colours, to live once more, Technoblade is resting in eternity of peace. 
          
          I know, this may sounds so mediocre but damn it, cancer is such a shit thing. I can't bear the fact that he has gone. it hurts, despite dsmp hasn't been my liking these past months. to know that he helped me through the days so much that maybe many wouldn't understand, it's truly hard to hear. 
          
          but aside my feelings, I hoping for the best to his family and loved ones, the one who's truly been impacted. I wish them for their healings and condolences. lastly, Rest in Peace, Techno. 

And for honest reasons I really hate how broken my English is before, in that drown of ignorance and painly agonizing time of living when I was still a very young child, I've made many cringe comments even last years. but honestly, I've wonder if my English really do improved till now. 
          
          simply, jancok gua malu banget sama komen komen lama yg bego nya gua tulis. 

Also...! My anniversary on Wattpad for 4 years is pretty close! after the anniversary, my birthday are just 1 days apart. truly what of the odds , why my old self should curse herselfs just right before her birthday. But anyways, my teen years are collected with a huge amount of fanfics , I've love to unleashed my imaginations since before, but Wattpad and those fanfics are just making me more insane with imaginations. Thanks to it, I got in to a personalized high school that specialises with Computer science and the communication of Visualised Art flatforms. 
          
          pretty nice I gotta say but the homeworks really do drives me insane, just that minus points. 
          
          

Honestly I haven't interacted with Wattpad too much but somehow I just come to visit old times. Hello! I've gotten all of my dream characters in Genshin, like Xiao, Raiden Shogun and unexpectedly, Sangonomiya Kokomi! got her on a accident, but love her entirely. and also planning to Pull for Ayato, and wish me luck with 50/50 on Yae too! If not I'll spend it with my "undesigned in build yet his voice actor already revealed, Kamisato Ayato."
          
          I've let go of my depressing years , it's been hard but I'm still trying in the sake of trying. Still diagnosed with heavy depression tho- though Hard to progress to convince the guardians of mine for 4 years but it's worth it, I finally got help and able to talk with a Therapist! It's been a great year. I also got in a pretty good school that also respects my invulnerability. 
          
          it's hard to grow up but I hope so, whoever read this may got their journey a happy worthwhile :D

a month I haven't opened wattpad oml , yes I get the kazuha at C1 at 20 pulls. Also a Mistsplitter on a random 10 pull— also a early guarantee because Mona my beloved came home 
          
          Raiden Shogun here I come

KAZUHA KAZUHA KAZUHA KAZUHA KAZUHA KAZUHA KAZUHA KAZUHA KAZUHA KAZUHA KAZUHA KAZUHA KAZUHA KAZUHA KAZUHA KAZUHA KAZUHA KAZUHA KAZUHA KAZUHA KAZUHA KAZUHA KAZUHA KAZUHA KAZUHA KAZUHA
          
          GUARANTEED KAZUHA HAVER WHOOWHOOOO

It's Xiao's Birthday! Happy birthday , emo boy! 
          
          His character is facinating, and his overall outfit is really appealing. he is the epitome of a perfect boi. I wish him the happiness and flower fields he deserves ✨