Ayka1485

I hate not coming here for days... But at the end, this with some ballads is a perfect "at home" Feeling

Ayka1485

Been a long time right?? 
          
          Things simply aren't that easy anymore. At this point of life, I still don't know what I should work for. In the course of gaining knowledge, me and the ones around me are simply obsessed over exams and the numbers I gain. Those numbers now define my future, something that shouldn't have been the case. 
          
          Two major exams coming up in the Q2 of the year. One exam may lead me to what I really want to do in life. The second exam may lead me to what my family wants me to do. 
          
          Despite having filled the form to both the exams, just for the matter of experience, I don't know what's next. I, for sure, know, that I may not be able to pass, let alone get good marks, in the second one. But the expectations they have of me, will surely disappoint them, making me blame myself in the end. 
          
          All I know is, The crossroad decision isn't coming to an end anytime soon.

Ayka1485

I've got so many fic plots in my mind that I may have a whole library to my name. Too bad things keep coming up and disturbing me. 
          
          1. I started watching The Untamed and I'M HOOKED. 
          2. ONLINE CLASSES SKSKDJSKSLS
          3. Constant stand Twitter and the hatred in there. 
          And most importantly. 
          
          
          SOMEONE BROUGHT HUNHAN TO MY TIMELINE, SAYING HOW SEHUN WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO DIDN'T KNOW LUHAN WAS LEAVING AND I CRIED   TFFFFFF I CRIED!!!! 
          
          Anyways.... Lemme take some more time as I drown into Chen's honey vocals and cry a bit. 
          
          
          
          (Things really are getting to my nerves. Life isn't as easy as it used to be and I hate it here)