hey, its been years since i last posted a message here and ill be telling y'all what happened to me (btw, its A3). yes, i deleted wattpad a very long time ago, not only me but the other authors who also own this account. naging busy ako sa school works and i was in my depression period, it was hard.
the other 2 authors quit wattpad earlier than me. pinaubaya na nila sakin yung mga stories nila. they have a busy life and they told me nawalan sila ng inspiration in writing so i gladly accepted their request. yun nga lang after nila ipaubaya sakin yung stories, thats when my depression and anxiety hit me up.
its hard to keep on moving forward everyday having this depression and anxiety, ang hirap. i can't focus on my own self. i always thought to just end my life cause i was suffering enough, i dont know what to do.
i talked about this with the other 2 authors, and they comfort me and also make sure that im okay, they gave me strength to keep on living. grabe ang kapit ko sa gfriend and bangtan that time, i was scared to open up to all the people around me so through their music, they help me get through this and i am very very thankful for that.
its been so long, i can't say na i am fully okay and still, my anxiety will come sometimes, but for now, im glad i am not having suicidal thoughts again.
for now, me, A3, will only be the author in this account. i'll try to continue the stories as much as possible, and i hope some of u still remember me and will gladly read my stories. thank u <3