Alya Ay

lets see what will happen in february when he comes lf

well now there is arab... napcaz simdi? used him to get over d and now what? i hate this

whaever whaeverrr

why do IIIII have strict parents, whatever. Im gonna go for the flight attendant job. I have to! I cant work in this bank anymore. i cant bear it no longer. I just cant. ich hoffe so sehr das ich diese prüfung bestehe. sonst heul ich  ich kann das nicht mehr

why do i wanna travel sooooooo bad

hey quick update. HE MARRIED HAHAHAHAH i mean a lot of things / shit happened but like am i sad about it? no definetely not. im already over him and im so happy about it. a helped a bit but now he is gone too. LOL. Next week ill visit the weeknds concert. i was at arctic monkeys concert it was really nice

im sad and i dont know what to do about it. i feel like everyone hates me. everyone is so rude, no one is interested in me. what exactly am i doing wrong? Am i too nice? i really need a break from everyone. i just want it to stop

he unfollowed me. its time to move on i guess..

ill get over him. i have to stop romanticising everything he says.  I guess now he thinks that I have a bf but u know what maybe thats better

i feel like an idiot. he fooled me. im so exhausted. nothing makes me happy. literally nothing makes me feel alive. nothing. i wanted him. now i want nothing anymore. not anymore. i force my smile, its sad how my mom doesnt realize how bad she makes my mental health