I am my thoughts and feelings. My thoughts are not ugly and cruel, they are just realistic. I write a way how I see myself and the people around me, without false embellishment. The world would not be a nicer place, just a more comfortable place to live if we really looked in the mirror and finally acknowledged our delusions, our ignorance, our superficiality, our bad qualities. And everyone has them, but it's hard to admit them. It is best to look at ourselfs beautified in the mirror. With a smile on our face. The real truth is quite different. The our real face is hidden behind our mind and our qualities that we don't see in the mirror. What we mostly hide deep inside. In this life we ​​live feelings, by that we build our lives. It is not important what we have achieved in life but how we have lived that achievement. Sometimes these successes turn us into monsters. This life is a real paradox ....