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I’m back from the dead guys — and as an announcement, I will officially be rewriting FOD. I’ve also changed the character’s appearances a bit. Trust me, y’all won’t just be rereading the same story all over again, it’ll go different and have a diff storyline. Also added a few characters! My writing has also improved (thankfully) and I’m very excited to present them to you!

Oh gosh. It’s been such a long time since I’ve been to this account. And I reread Flower Of Despair — words cannot describe how much I want to REWRITE it. I recently started reading more, doing poetry, and started improving my writing. And now that I look back at FOD, I cringe so hard I can’t even make it to chapter 50. 
          
          The main reason I want to rewrite it is mainly because of Yemi. I genuinely hate how I wrote her character in this book. Not to mention I felt like I was putting too much attention on her rather than my other OCs. 
          
          I felt like I should put all characters in the spotlight — since they’re all the main characters. And I wanted them to get character development. 
          
          My biggest example is Kazuko. I wanted her to have major character development by getting in touch with her emotions — and experiencing them. I wanted her to evolve from cold, distant, emotionless character to cheerful, kind, and gentle. Since, Haruka, Nakano, and Yemi were somewhat her role models — and were supposed to be the ones that helped with her development.
          
          And don’t even get me started on how I wrote Haruka. Gosh she deserves so much more better. Her character is literally written so horribly I want to gouge my eyes out. 
          
          
          And I didn’t write Nakano good either. Well, short story I wrote my characters horribly. I didn’t plan ahead — instead I went with the flow , and then the second I hit chapter 60 I paused and decided I didn’t want them to be like that.
          
          
          I wanted Yemi to spiral down more and more to the point where she’s completely unhinged. And I wanted it to be subtle, and show more light later when you get deeper in the story. But I failed at that, lmao. 
          
          
          I also realize I’ve been ranting about how horrible my only book is.  If you read this entire rant, I’m sorry. I just had to get this off my chest. So yeah, I’m probably going to rewrite FOD, or I’m just going to leave it unfinished. Sorry.

So, I might've accidentally crashed my parent's car on the way to the mall one day. Then I got my phone taken away, and I just recently got it back for Christmas. 

Not me being you 20th follower 

VOLLEYBALL SEASON CAME TO AN ENDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD YEAH!! Kinda excited with the next LAST arcs. Things will take a turn for the worse, people will die, and you won't be able to see some characters as the same anymore. 
          
          Going to have so much fun writing these chapters now. :)))

So fucking glad Volleyball season is coming to an end. It’s been such a pain on my back I’m not even sure if I’ll join next year. I always come back from games at like 12 PM. It also takes so much of my damn time, it’s given me barley any time to update my book and any damn time to work on assignments. 

Deciding wether to kill all my OCs and leave only one alive, or wether to keep all alive and only one gets killed. 

Hihi Ayumhh!! 
          
          Ahh it's so great to see that your book is becoming popular!
          
          I'm currently reading where I have left off, plus saw your art book it was beautiful I loved your drawings.
          
          

Hi everyone, sorry for not posting. School just started and getting on the Volleyball Team has taken up a lot of my time to update, but I promise you, a chapter will be coming soon!! Anyways, bye.

hmm at the end of this book I kind of want to host a QNA. To basically answer questions that people are still confused about. Or I might do it in Hashira Training Arc before everything turns to hell :) 
          
          + last one was my friends searching up ‘what to ask in a QNA 
          
          Anyways bye!!