Azallya

Hey guys! I’m am so sorry at being awol for so long. I try to keep up with comments and such. 
          	
          	So the reasons I’ve been gone. Last year, one of my parents had a brain aneurysm and almost died. They were in the hospital for months. During that time, I was working with my siblings to help sell my parents’ business while taking care of our pets. My other parent was in the hospital all the time with their spouse and couldn’t take care of the house or animals. Things were hard financially and mentally, and I never had time to think about what happened and what it meant for the future. 
          	
          	I wasn’t well and couldn’t focus on things. I couldn’t relax and I was confused so much. Things got bad as my parent wanted me to be  there 24/7 and not work. There was and is so much guilt being tossed taking. I know being a full time caregiver is hard work and I applaud everyone who does it. I might seem selfish but I’m only in my 20s. I wanted to do things with my life and I mentally battled with myself. Was I a good daughter to stay with my parents or was I a bad person to want to find another job, move out, and hang out with friends once in a while?
          	
          	Anyway I did decide to move on with my life while also trying to visit my parents every week. There was still a lot of guilt being thrown at me so I’m still struggling some but not as much! 
          	
          	I found that I want to continue Blood and Tears but I’m not very happy how I wrote my book. Would you guys be open to me restarting it?
          	
          	I’m still planning on updating my other books like BITA and Celestial. I mentioned to myself that I might have gotten way over my head in starting so many books but the ideas are endless. 
          	
          	Sorry for the long message but I appreciate every comment, emoji, and like that you guys give!

Celeste_Star

@Azallya I hope you don't feel pressure to finish your writing. I'm so proud that you were able to prioritize your mental health in such a tough situation for everyone involved. Welcome back!
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Tamtip99

Im sorry to hear your year was hard. When you love your family it can be hard to choose your own happiness and wellbeing  sometimes. But we all have to take care of ourselves first so we can help our loved ones. On a another note I’m so glad to have you back writing. I love your ghostbird fanfic and I’m sure whatever you choose will be great! ❤️❤️
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LadyLove512

@Azallya You are such a strong person. If no one ever said this just know you are doing great! It's not easy and I do understand that. But in all things happened, putting yourself first is not wrong. Prioritise your mental health is not wrong. You're still a good daughter to your parents. Hugs yourself tight, girl. Pat yourself because you deserve it. Take a step one by one. Don't push yourself so hard. We will keep supporting you because you're a gem. Do whatever you need to and takes your time <3
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Azallya

Hey guys! I’m am so sorry at being awol for so long. I try to keep up with comments and such. 
          
          So the reasons I’ve been gone. Last year, one of my parents had a brain aneurysm and almost died. They were in the hospital for months. During that time, I was working with my siblings to help sell my parents’ business while taking care of our pets. My other parent was in the hospital all the time with their spouse and couldn’t take care of the house or animals. Things were hard financially and mentally, and I never had time to think about what happened and what it meant for the future. 
          
          I wasn’t well and couldn’t focus on things. I couldn’t relax and I was confused so much. Things got bad as my parent wanted me to be  there 24/7 and not work. There was and is so much guilt being tossed taking. I know being a full time caregiver is hard work and I applaud everyone who does it. I might seem selfish but I’m only in my 20s. I wanted to do things with my life and I mentally battled with myself. Was I a good daughter to stay with my parents or was I a bad person to want to find another job, move out, and hang out with friends once in a while?
          
          Anyway I did decide to move on with my life while also trying to visit my parents every week. There was still a lot of guilt being thrown at me so I’m still struggling some but not as much! 
          
          I found that I want to continue Blood and Tears but I’m not very happy how I wrote my book. Would you guys be open to me restarting it?
          
          I’m still planning on updating my other books like BITA and Celestial. I mentioned to myself that I might have gotten way over my head in starting so many books but the ideas are endless. 
          
          Sorry for the long message but I appreciate every comment, emoji, and like that you guys give!

Celeste_Star

@Azallya I hope you don't feel pressure to finish your writing. I'm so proud that you were able to prioritize your mental health in such a tough situation for everyone involved. Welcome back!
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Tamtip99

Im sorry to hear your year was hard. When you love your family it can be hard to choose your own happiness and wellbeing  sometimes. But we all have to take care of ourselves first so we can help our loved ones. On a another note I’m so glad to have you back writing. I love your ghostbird fanfic and I’m sure whatever you choose will be great! ❤️❤️
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LadyLove512

@Azallya You are such a strong person. If no one ever said this just know you are doing great! It's not easy and I do understand that. But in all things happened, putting yourself first is not wrong. Prioritise your mental health is not wrong. You're still a good daughter to your parents. Hugs yourself tight, girl. Pat yourself because you deserve it. Take a step one by one. Don't push yourself so hard. We will keep supporting you because you're a gem. Do whatever you need to and takes your time <3
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kjlover32

Hi, I'm kirsty. I just wanted to say that I'm absolutely loving your book Celestial. For the second time. I was just wondering when you're going to be updating next? Keep up the good work. Xx

Azallya

@kjlover32 You’re good! I don’t mind you asking at all. I’m always wanting to update but things always seem to get in the way. I hope to update it sometime this year.
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Abigail360592

Hi I was just wondering if u plan on continuing blind love I really fell in love w the book and would love updates or to know if’s just stopping.

Abigail360592

Thank u :)
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Azallya

@Abigail360592  I will continue that story. Updates will be slow but I will update it soon!
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_xime1904_

OMG I’m sooo happy to hear you’re back!! I LOVE your Blood and Tears (all 15) and Celestial books!!! I’ve been a reader since the beginning and have been waiting for you to come back! No pressure at all, just wanted to send you my love for your books

CierraAllison4

Hello! I am a huge fan of your Academy books, I was just curious if you will be continuing the blood and tears series? I love both but am really interested in the all15 as you don't see any academy books with Kevin joining ^-^ no rush at all just curious! <3