Alisson

@Timelord13 stressed out T_T I hate being in IB classes right noww!!!  How are you??

Hey! long time no see! missed ya. how are you?

soooooooo I've been trying REEEEEEAALLLLYYYYYYYY hard to upload another part to "One Month" but apparently Wattpad doesn't like that story xD
          
          it is not uploading :/ 

welllllllllllllllllllll..... I just realised that part 1 for "One Month" is in 3rd person, part 2 is in 1st person and the 3rd part, or what of started of it, is in 3rd..... I'll try to wtite the rest in 3rd from now on..... but I guess it doesn't matter anyway since nobody reads that one anyway......................Sorry for any annoyance/confusion that may have cause.........

@Shattered_Angel thanks :3 
          lol I don't feel like you're stalking me either xD it makes me feel like someone actually reds my stuff :D

@AzurAli aww, jeez, that sucks. sorry if it seems like i'm some creepy stalker person stalking your profile right now lol. i just have nothing to do atm. but as i was saying, it definitely sucks when parents believe you're something you're not and get all surprised when you do something good =/ it's just like, seriously? i AM a good kid you know..

Wtf?? So i forget my report card at school. Ididn't think it woul be a big deal cause every other time i have it hasnt been, she can check my marks online, and DOES sonce i'm sooo untrustworthy. I finally bring it home and she reads all the teachers comments SURPRIZED tht they're all GOOD. My teachers always say nice things and yet she thinks i'm such a horrible child that they should HATE me. WTF?? 

I understand now... Why i get the thing thy teach us at school easily... Why i never have to try hard at anything to be good and yet there's nothing i'm "the best at". It's because if i didn't i wouldn't be expetable... My mom wouldn't even acknowledge my existance. Why would she do this? Because she had decided long ago, before i had even manifested a personality that i was no different than her and my sister, that i am not an individual, that i will make all the same mistakes they have, all the same bad dissisions. Why can't she understand that i'm me, not her, and not my sister? I haven't done anyhing to deserve the way she treats me or her distrust, and yet its there. Why? I've tried my best to be someone she can be proud of and yet still she thinks of me as a failure..... Why?

@AzurAli you should, i love those types of stories/books :)

@Shattered_Angel thanks!! And i'm not really sure. It was a short story for my english class but i thought about makig it longer awhile ago.