isn't it surreal? you aren't really the most impressive person out there. people only applaud you for things they don't want to do, then hate you when you start showing signs of decline.
i can't be this way forever.
have you thought of therapy? they say it's just for the crazy. they hate you for wanting to speak out.
i hate myself for wanting to speak out. i want to get out. get out get out get out get out get out get out get out get out get out get out get out get out get out get out get out get out get out get out get out get out.
that's nice, sweetie.