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Istg. I don't understand Trump supporters. I been arguing with one on tiktok in a comment section of one of my videos I made about the outcome and how angry I was about Trump winning for a few days now. I really don't understand why people are defending a felon. Someone who shouldn't have been able to even run for president and should have been in jail ever sense his crimes were even found out. Like bro- why did people want a damn felon as president so fucking bad? People literally k*lled themselves because of this election yet Trump supporters don't give a fuck because they can't pull their heads outta their ass and realize how fucking bad Trump is. There were literally past Trump supporters from the last election who didn't even want him as president again but current Trump supporters didn't listen. Please unfollow and block me if your a Trump supporter. If I find out anyone following me is a Trump supporter, they will be blocked immediately.

Alright who the fuck reported my last announcement. It was taken down because some asshole reported it. This frustrates me. I was trying to reply to a comment that was on my last post but only to find it gone. People stop reporting shit. Find something you don't like? Mind your own fucking business and go on with your day. I have said this before, STOP REPORTING MY ANNOUNCEMENTS ON HERE! It's annoying! This is the first time I ever got one of my announcements actually taken down. Wattpad stop being so fucking sensitive. This is fucking bullshit. I was stating a opinion about the election and yes I've spoke of self harm and the S word (I ain't saying it because I don't want this taken down too) but who says I was actually gonna do it? I was THINKING about doing it. I ain't promoting it, I know it's a serious topic. Some people want to vent on here to get out their emotions. I am getting so pissed off about this happening. For the last fucking time, STOP REPORTING MY SHIT AND MOVE ON WITH YOUR DAMN LIFE!

Guys I'm so fucking scared for the election. I don't want Trump to win. I don't wanna lose my rights. I plan to transition when I'm around 18-20. I don't want my rights taken away or anyone else's rights taken. I actually prayed for the first time in years tonight (I was raised in a Christian household, please donot put your religions down in my comments and try forcing me into your religion. I don't force my religion on others and noone else should either. I was just raised to believe in God so yes I prayed because I'm actually scared). I really want Kamala to win. I don't want my rights or anyone else's rights taken from them. I'm really scared. I might actually kms if Trump wins. I don't want to live somewhere where I'm not even gonna be considered a human being because of my gender identity and Sexualality and even be told what I can and can't do with my body. And if your following me and your a Trump supporter, unfollow me and block me. I donot support Trump and I never will so don't try getting me to. "Oh he's gonna make our country better", he's gonna ruin our fucking country. I'm so fucking scared. I plan to have kids when I'm an adult but knowing abortion rights might be taken away if Trump is elected makes me afraid to even want to have one because I'm scared if something goes wrong. I'm really scared guys..

Happy Halloween! And for those who don't celebrate it, happy Thursday. I just got back from trick-or-treating, I went as Ruin

I actually feel bad for Ruin in today's episode- he doesn't deserve to be tortured by Nexus! Someone has to save the poor British boi! Seriously the way I get so attached to fictional characters is crazy- I literally got my Ruin plush and tucked him in bed next to me with a shark plush- well I'm adopting him now and noone can stop me

Okay I really wanna know who's reporting my vents now. This is getting really frustrating. I've said many times for people to stop and I mean it. I'm gonna be attending anger management at my school really soon. I'm gonna be getting help. I don't want to be constantly told by wattpad to get help. It's getting really annoying and it's also very insensitive especially when the person venting has said MULTIPLE times to stop doing it. If I want help, I'll get help. I'm gonna be getting help soon. My parents can't afford actual therapy so I have to turn to my school who allows it without charge. Please whoever keeps reporting my vents, stop it. I'm getting tired of it. I got a message from Wattpad Octuber 1st about one of my vents being reported. I know whoevers doing it might think their helping but they aren't. This isn't helping. Reporting my vents and having wattpad keep harassing me about this is getting annoying. I'm gonna get help so please whoevers reporting my vents, stop. Wattpad already messaged me about providing 4 or 5 times now about this. So please whoever is doing this, stop. Please stop. I hope you understand and this message finds you well. Have a good day/night everybody!

I finally found the funko Ruin Eclipse figure! I gotta wait til my birthday though- my mom let me get it but I have to wait til December- my birthday is December 5th so I gotta wait til than to open it but I'm still happy I finally got it!

Another vent: (TW:Another self harm mention) please donot report any of my vents on here! This is something that happens everytime I make one!
          
          Great. Just did it again. I made myself bleed this time. I got bandaids put on it right now. All I did was be in a bad mood near my grandma but she got all mad about it. Guiltripped me. I apologized for something that wasn't even my fault. I went back in my room and cried. Grabbed the blade again. Now I'm bleeding. I put bandaids on it. I can't let people see it. It hurts. I'll get used to it though. Already 3 times in one month. I'm sorry I'm already venting again..you don't have to read this if none of you want to. I don't expect any feedback, I just want somewhere I can vent on...hope everyone else has a good rest of their night or day..

https://www.wattpad.com/story/377284180-laob-qna
          I hope you like tawog!

TW:vent and mentions of self-harm! Donot read if that makes you uncomfortable and please again like I've said many times please donot report my vents.
          
          I really can't stay clean. Even when I am happy, it doesn't last long. I got a box cutter from my dad to use to cut out the Ruin mask I made and I guess I had thoughts looking at the blade. My arms hurt. I always keep bandaids in my room. Just yesterday my mom asked me about them. I lied and told her I just fell. I'm just tired but I keep trying to fight even if I don't want to. I couldn't even make it a whole month without doing it again. I'm sorry I vent so much on here. Noone has to comment on this, I just want a place I can vent to.