Always be well and be thankful that you're alive and well because some people wished that they wanted to live rather than dying. Moreover, it's better to live and enjoy life, ignore the people that have been causing pain to you, they don't care about your life, your mentality. Always move forward not backwards, don't look back , leave them all behind ( the pain, worries, people) cause you gotta admit, who will help you when you're down? Yourself, Who will keep you alive? Yourself, Who cares when you're dying or being depressed? Yourself