BAELORDE

A glimpse at a large skeptical of hopeless failure

I don't trust that's all

when was I a fucking Angel !!!! like fuck people need something !!!!!

I always let people in and I always get hurt. And I'm tired.... Why do I always fall for the wrong person ?!?!

ONE MORE FIGHT 

I'm going to move on and forget the damage done. I live for a reason and no one can take that away from me. I want to change the way I'm living. I love my family and friends. GOD BLESS EVERYONE. People ask for a second change but its already there. It's already given to us by a person high up in the HEAVENS. Trust is all you need. It looks hard now but it will all be okay. JESUS , JESUS CHRIST IS THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN GIVE YOU A FUTURE .THE ONLY one AND TRUE GOD.......TRUTH is found in him , only him....;) :)‡†††††♥♪♪♥♥♥ 

WHY !!!! I DON'T UNDERSTAND; I REFUSE TO LISTEN AND UNDERSTAND . IT ALL LEADS to ONE THING. WHY DIDN'T YOU STOP IT. YOU COULD DO ALL BUT WHY WERE YOU NOT THERE WHEN I NEEDED YOU. YOU COULD HAVE STOPPED IT BUT YOU DIDN'T. WHY WHY!!!!!! I GUESS I'LL NEVER KNOW AND ALL THESE PEOPLE. I CAN'T HELP BUT GET MAD AND ANGRY. YOU COULD HAVE STOPPED IT BUT YOU DIDN'T. WOULD YOU TRY TO STOP ME FORM KILLING MYSELF? WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS ? THAT THE HELL HAVE I DONE ? IF YOU LOVED US YOU WOULDN'T WANT THIS FOR US....!!!!!!!!!IF I JUST DIED RIGHT NOW I WOULD REGRET SAYING I WANTED TO BE DEAD. I SEE THE CHANGE  BUT FEEL THE SAME... I WANT TO CUT MY WAY OUT OF THIS BUT I CAN'T.. I WOULDN'T... physically I WON'T MENTALLY I'M DEAD... HELP I SAID... WHY I'VE ALWAYS ASKED. AND SHUT THE FUCK UP IS ALL I THOUGHT. fuck EVERYTHING...... BUT I LOVE EVERYTHING..... STOP PLEASE STOP STOP....

I KNOW YOU DON'T KNOW ME BUT I KNOW YOU ARE HURTING. I KNOW YOU ARE NOT HAPPY. I KNOW YOU ARE PUTTING UP WITH SOMETHING YOU SHOULDN'T. YOU DON'T HAVE TO TRUST ME BUT TRUST ME TO LISTEN. I WON'T COUNT YOUR FLAWS BUT YOUR heartbreaks.