i have been through a lot as a child and i know there is always someone with a worse life that me but sometime i just doesn't feel like it or am i the only one . when u feel like your in love and then the person you love throws it back in your face i know from experience if anyone wants to talk to me bout there problems then i have no problem trying my hardest to help i dont want anyone to go through what i did or what i am going through it is a horrible thing to feel especially when you feel like you love someone like i do and i got it thrown back in my face the same day i told her i might not see her again it hurts a lot so if you are responsible the stay single for the first year in secondary school and consenstrate on your school work if you want a good job when your older i made that mistake when i came secondary and i got into too much trouble and because of my size no matter what i done i got into trouble but what some people dont know about me is that i am actually quite sensitive  but not very many of people know that someone as big as me was quite sensitive so they call me names expecting me to be able to take it but because of that i have had a few mental brake downs and it was a horrible experience so if u r big then dont listen to anything bad they say to you just stay with the people that you trust after u have made an attempt of making new ones.     after all of that i know its all cheek coming from me but i am just helping you for what i have gone through because it is horrible