jai💕..

GUESS WHO'S BACKKK , i have so many stories in my notebook. y'all want those too? Please let me know what to update first and if you want me to develop a schedule. I feel refreshed and I am ready to start doing what I love most again , CREATING

Is Cartier going to be updated? Take your time 

my deepest apologies about the hiatus. i’ve been very busy lately and i haven’t been focusing on my writing as much as i’d like. ive consulted with some of my close friends and family — regarding if i should continue or terminate my writing.
          ive had many doubts in the past because i didn’t think my writing was actually any good. but i can assure you that ive come to my senses that my writing are for those that do enjoy my stories. they may not be the best but they are intended to entertain and i believe that , that is exactly what i’ve been doing. thank so you much for those who have been reading and supporting my writing passion for the past 2 or so years❤️ i’ve got more writing coming to you guys soon. i promise ❤️
          
          regards, jaii 

guys I have like the best plot EVER. so do we want a wdw, pm, or ybn fan fic?  It’s such a great plot and I don’t want it to flop

ayeee your afro-latina? me tooo!!

GUYS IMA FUCKING DIEE so I’m one my room fanngirling or whatever and I’m BLASTING YBN nahmir. Like belting that shit from the bottom of my heart. And my brother in law was “like you like him??” And I was like “yessss! He’s so fineee, the things I’d do to that man” and I keep blasting the music. AND THEN my brother in law come in the room holdin his phone weird. He was like “you wanna fuck ybn nahmir” and I said “hell yeah. I’ll do tricks on dat nigga,” and my brother in law walk over and show me his phone and HE ON FACETIME WIT YBN NAHMIR. and I was like TWFFSFGSSGGS. and come to find out my brother in law’s homeboy is nick’s cousin. I embarrassed myself yeoooo

who y’all want a story about next?

Contrary to popular belief I’m not dead❤️ thanks for your support. I feel refreshed and rejuvenated. New chapters out soon  xx

july 22 2019
          okay so i will be taking a 3 week social media hiatus. this break from my phone is critical to my mental health and i ask for your support through these 21 days. my phone will be powered off in a different state and
          i will be enjoying the company of friends i haven't seen in over a year. 
          
          social media, as many of you may know, is a very toxic place. very competitive and hard to keep up with. I've decided that it was a key part in my anxiety issues and although i cannot get rid of social media completely i can go a few weeks without it. my mental health is far more important
          
          mental health is mental wealth. i suffer from anxiety which holds me back a lot in life; from asking my mom for help because I'm afraid she might say no to breaking heirlooms and glasses everywhere because im always on edge and always shaky even to having to be pulled from important family occasions because of panic attacks. i am medicated so it helps but it doesn't take away that it IS there and it very much well plays a roll in my downfall. 
          
          i will be surrounded with a loving family that isn't quite blood but that just makes us love each other even more. they aren't judgmental or toxic and possibly the most genuine and kind hearted people i know. this will be an experience to remember and i hope to continue this tradition annually of cleansing my mind. 
          
          i thank you all for your love and support through this growing moment in my life

I love you