You are such a brave woman, you deserve all the love in this world po. *Yakapnamahigpit*
Somehow, I can relate to your experienced po, because lately po my first highschool sweet heart, messaged me. Because way back in our highschool days we separated ways and ended up our feelings with no proper closure. After 5 years, we already have a communication again, I thought this is the right time for us to have a proper closure, because in those years I can't hide my feelings for him, I admit that, there's a special place in my heart for him. Sadly we both have partners na po, but he messaged me po and he said he's still inlove with me, that's why he try to communicate with me. And our messages were full of what ifs & regrets, because we can't do anything about our love towards each other. We already knew that It's too late for us, We don't want to hurt our partners, and we must accept the fact that maybe in another life we could meet again, or in parallel universe maybe we can continue our love story there.
It's tough, but you inspire me to become tougher as a person po ate, Thank you po, because I realized that whatever may come into our lives we need to be strong, and keep going. Godbless po!!