BELARKES

i joined wattpad after i had just turned 14 years old, bright eyed and unknowing of all the wonderful possibilities i would be able to pursue..if you told 14 year old jaime that i would be where i am right now, i would have laughed in your face. i've had 7 incredible years writing for this platform, but as you might have noticed- i have not been publishing anything. it is with a heavy heart that i *finally* announce my departure from wattpad. 
          	
          	this platform has given me some of my nearest and dearest friends, and so much help in writing and improving as a writer, but i don't have the same passion as i once did. i thank you all sincerely for all the love and the support you have shown me, both as a person and through my works. i will forever be grateful to everyone who read my works and gave me feedback on how to become a better writer.
          	
          	thank you again for everything, for every comment, every vote, every follower. i will forever be grateful for every bit of it, and i hope you will continue to support me through my other social medias, but if not, then this is goodbye. i may log on occasionally, but as far as writing goes, i will *NOT* be publishing anything new on here.i hope you will respect my decision because it is the best thing in my own personal opinion.
          	
          	goodbye and thank you all for the past 7 years, it's been filled with nothing but love and warmth.
          	
          	you can find me on the following socials below, thank you from the bottom of my heart for all the support, i wouldn't be who i am today without it.
          	
          	additional socials:
          	
          	archive of our own- @zadisons
          	
          	twitter - @tzucidal
          	
          	instagram- @sawkillgirls
          	
          	pinterest- @firstkll
          	
          	-jaime
          	
          	*NOTE* i will be finishing my zadison mini story but it will be on archive of our own ONLY. so if you would like to see the conclusion then please follow me over there. thank you(i keep saying it im sorry but i am eternally grateful so thank you, again and again and again.)

cockbiter1

@BELARKES i appreciate that so much thank you!! and of course your zadison works are some of my favs that i’ve enjoyed reading non-stop. ive already read the two chapters you’ve uploaded on there and i’m so excited for the next chapter again thank you for your amazing works and heartfelt comment <3
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BELARKES

you have been one of my most favorite readers and i will miss your comments so much. thank you for supporting me <33 i've already started writing the last part so it should be up pretty soon on ao3! :) thank you again!! @cockbiter1
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cockbiter1

i respect your decision and have loved reading your works!❤️ (can’t wait to see the finished mini zadison story on ao3 tho!!)
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BELARKES

i joined wattpad after i had just turned 14 years old, bright eyed and unknowing of all the wonderful possibilities i would be able to pursue..if you told 14 year old jaime that i would be where i am right now, i would have laughed in your face. i've had 7 incredible years writing for this platform, but as you might have noticed- i have not been publishing anything. it is with a heavy heart that i *finally* announce my departure from wattpad. 
          
          this platform has given me some of my nearest and dearest friends, and so much help in writing and improving as a writer, but i don't have the same passion as i once did. i thank you all sincerely for all the love and the support you have shown me, both as a person and through my works. i will forever be grateful to everyone who read my works and gave me feedback on how to become a better writer.
          
          thank you again for everything, for every comment, every vote, every follower. i will forever be grateful for every bit of it, and i hope you will continue to support me through my other social medias, but if not, then this is goodbye. i may log on occasionally, but as far as writing goes, i will *NOT* be publishing anything new on here.i hope you will respect my decision because it is the best thing in my own personal opinion.
          
          goodbye and thank you all for the past 7 years, it's been filled with nothing but love and warmth.
          
          you can find me on the following socials below, thank you from the bottom of my heart for all the support, i wouldn't be who i am today without it.
          
          additional socials:
          
          archive of our own- @zadisons
          
          twitter - @tzucidal
          
          instagram- @sawkillgirls
          
          pinterest- @firstkll
          
          -jaime
          
          *NOTE* i will be finishing my zadison mini story but it will be on archive of our own ONLY. so if you would like to see the conclusion then please follow me over there. thank you(i keep saying it im sorry but i am eternally grateful so thank you, again and again and again.)

cockbiter1

@BELARKES i appreciate that so much thank you!! and of course your zadison works are some of my favs that i’ve enjoyed reading non-stop. ive already read the two chapters you’ve uploaded on there and i’m so excited for the next chapter again thank you for your amazing works and heartfelt comment <3
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BELARKES

you have been one of my most favorite readers and i will miss your comments so much. thank you for supporting me <33 i've already started writing the last part so it should be up pretty soon on ao3! :) thank you again!! @cockbiter1
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cockbiter1

i respect your decision and have loved reading your works!❤️ (can’t wait to see the finished mini zadison story on ao3 tho!!)
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BELARKES

hello again. i hope everyone has been doing well. the last month and a half have been.. rough to say the least, but i am doing a tad bit better, however that doesn't mean i will start updating my one shots book again. to be truthful, i haven't even thought about opening my google docs to continue writing, and i fear my writing journey will soon come to an end. but i won't leave people who enjoy my stuff hanging, so don't worry about that. i will update you all again soon, thank you for 37k reads <3

iovehosie

@BELARKES congrats!! I hope you're okay<3 
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BELARKES

i'm trying very hard to publish the 2nd part of the apocalypse zadison one shot(and a few others as well) but i have a lot going on in my personal life and within some relationships i have so it's extremely hard for me to want to focus on writing when my mental health is low and my anxiety is the highest its ever been. it also doesn't help that i keep losing inspiration as soon as i open up my google docs, but that could be based on my low mental health too. regardless though, i will make it up to anyone and everyone who reads my one shots book, i promise. i'm really sorry :( but i hope everyone is doing well and is taking care of themselves. all love <3