BFBGAYSHITISGOOD

me when i though i said something funny but they giggle but they were laughing at smth else//<<

BFBGAYSHITISGOOD

guys idk how much longer i can stay clean
          can someone suggest help
          please

M4RS_14

@BFBGAYSHITISGOOD oh
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BFBGAYSHITISGOOD

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@M4RS_14 
            NO I FUCKING KILLED THE BUTTERFLY IM SO SORRY WHAT
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BP81024

@BFBGAYSHITISGOOD maybe go out with friends if/when you can!!! I personally think friends help a lot with staying clean, and you can even talk to them if ur comfortable :]
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BFBGAYSHITISGOOD

how do i mess up being clean again
          that badly

BP81024

@BFBGAYSHITISGOOD np :]
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BFBGAYSHITISGOOD

@BP81024 
            okay.
            thanks
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BP81024

@BFBGAYSHITISGOOD oh
            ur free to rant to me if you wanna it's okay
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IV0NETH3S1LLY

Hey its kind of a low blow to not at least tell us ur dating someone new?? I mean like its basically cheating, you never left us..

BFBGAYSHITISGOOD

@_J0N4H 
            I am just never online(at least here), sorry-
            I have a hard time taking things seriously so sorry if I made you feel like I didn’t take you seriously
            I only moved on so quickly because I’ve known the person who I’m with now for so much longer than I’ve known you guys — around 3 years or so.
            so yeah
            sorry
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_J0N4H

But uh sry I just ain’t used to relationships ngl so that’s probably why I made u seem a bit down in the relationship-
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_J0N4H

@BFBGAYSHITISGOOD we just kinda thought that u moved on way too quickly nd that when we would try to talk to u ig u just like didnt rly care and plus ur response to what i said seemed like u weren’t taking me seriously nd all
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_J0N4H

Hey we don’t talk anymore but hru? If u want we can be friends instead or smth

_J0N4H

@BFBGAYSHITISGOOD um
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BFBGAYSHITISGOOD

@_SIGNLESSSUFFERER_69 
            SORRY I am NEVER ONLINE HERE ANYMORE I only come here when I feel like it,,m IUM so sorry…. IM SORRY if I made you guys sad or something,,,, WE CAN BE FRIENDS IF YOU WANT OR SOEMTHING. I DUNNO. um SORRY AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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BFBGAYSHITISGOOD

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i think my anger issues are ruining my friendship lalala. i cant fucking do this shit anymore why am i so fucking angry all the time im LITERALLY going to sh i cant do this anymore. i dont care if im not clean??? it doesnt fucking matter to me anymore

BFBGAYSHITISGOOD

@BFBGAYSHITISGOOD 
            ohhhh i did it haha
            it hurts
            a lot
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BFBGAYSHITISGOOD

@BFBGAYSHITISGOOD 
            oh my god how have I disappointed so many people???
            why cant i do anything right
            why do i always get made fun of for my size or appearance?
            why do they hate me
            what did i do to them
            why am i so annoying
            why do i take the blame for things that i didnt do
            why do they believe him more than me
            I hate my life
            my body hurts
            everything hurts
            please make it stop
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BFBGAYSHITISGOOD

no one checks this anyways its fine
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