You ever feel like an after thought? Even to your own parents? Like I'm a twin, and when I do the things my twin does to make my parents laugh, when I do them they don't even react, or get angry at me. I'm just there but not really there
Last year I felt like offing myself but at the same time scared, but now I feel like I'd be in peace, like if I did it all my problems would be solved. :):