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hey sexy <3

hi 

woah 

the fUCK is this 

hey you, I think you're a beautiful human being and I love you!! Okay? You've been so sweet to even talk to me, I think maybe you're my first potential real friend if you'd like to be, I can tell by how caring of others you are and I think it's really shitty someone is being mean to you because you have feelings for them. If I knew someone felt strongly about me, I would be honored, and I would try to grow to love them too, I wouldn't love them because they love me but the fact that anyone could love me would make me see the best in them. I guess your friend isn't like this, and I'm sorry for that. Some people are just really shitty, especially if they don't take into consideration things like stress and anxiety when they ignore people,it's not fair to the person on the other end, which in this case is you. 
          
          I'm happy that I get to know you, junhui, because from what I know, you're very sweet and caring, and I like that you understand yourself and your emotions, instead of lashing out on others I think you are the type of person to think things through, and that's really admirable to me.
          
          I wish I could be like that. 
          
          I really hope things will get better immediately, baby boy, because I don't want to have to watch you suffer, I really don't, I just want to see you smile. I want to make you smile.