(: Blue :)

I just finished writing a book that i've been working on for almost two years. i wanted to finish it fully before i published it, but its out now. its a Karl Jacobs X OC. it would mean a lot if you read it :).

Ok so I know I’ve been gone for quite some time lol, anyways this is kinda an update. I’m finally on meds for my anxiety and depression which has really been good for me. I’ve been working on my art and I actually got one of my pieces in a show recently. Yesterday was the opening and I actually open first place with it which is actually amazing for me and I’m so happy about it. Anyways, I’ve actually been working on a Karl fic (well I was actually working on this during the summer and recently went back to it because I’ve been in creative writing and my writing has gotten so much better). I’ve still got quite a bit of it to do but I was wondering if I should start posting it now or if I should wait until it’s complete and then I can post it all. 

i'm in florida and i'm currently following around dream he, he, he, gremlin noises 

... so i'm taking some summer classes online cause why not, i want to get ahead, graduate early, i don't have anything to do this summer, no friends... so they opened up Monday... and I just finished the math term final... it's Wednesday... i did a whole term of math in two and a half days... and i got an A so like :)

i legit just finished watching Heartstopper for the not first but SECOND time and i really loved it and related to quite a bit of it... and let me just say... i am absolutely in love with Darcy... she is the love of my life

i just received my Wilbur merch i bought in december and i'm so happy!!!! best easter ever <3

i help my mom with an art class at my old elementary school, and i help her with the kindergarten and 1st grade cause she doesn't want to deal with it. and so today i was helping this little girl catch up cause she missed the last class. and today she asked me if i watched the show ladybug... dude you have no idea how happy she made me. we talked the whole time about the show. she told me her favorite character is chat noir... THATS MH FAVORITE CHARACTER (after luka of course). but ya i made a little friend. i guess children aren't so bad...

wow i just went through so many emotions in the past few weeks... i was asked on a date by this guy i didn't really like but i had to convince my mom i'm straight so i said yes. then we went on the date and i actually started to like him cause he was really nice and sweet. and then today in our shared physics class, he told our teacher that his girlfriend had broken up with him the day before valentines, and like 1, i had no idea he even had a girlfriend, but 2, he asked me out like three days before valentine's day so... i was side piece turned rebound and ya. so this is why i am way more attracted to women