Btw this is to who ever struggled with their faith in christianity, don't worry having faith isn't meant to stop you from asking questions, asking questions is how you create a better understanding of God and how to build your relationship better, you can't fully understand someone if you don't ask questions right? Mnm hmm, so in conclusion ASK QUESTIONS, but be reasonable and let the information shared to be understood properly, not how other people portrayed it to be, Mmm k?
Listen to the Christians who actually know what their saying
"not everyone who calls me Lord Lord
,shall enter the kingdom of heaven"
Get your facts from the professionals, their are and is fake preachers.
I personally suggest listening to fr ripperger, he is a exorcist and speaks and explains the answers about questions from the people, you can find him in YouTube.
Also ( forgive me, I forgot his name) the wise man on YouTube who explains questions of TEENAGERS ( from race, religion, sexuality, literally any teen who has question of the bible and the word of God) i think his YouTube channel is called : "give me an answer".
Ill update you if it's not, God bless