Y'all it's been a while I haven't made a story cause I'm getting struggles with my health issues and school, I might start to realize I need to take a seriously instead of goofing off when I turn 16 soon on August 7, that I couldn't accept my own biological mother's death when I was 13. It's just tough when everything doesn't feel the same as letting out my guilt and shame from the past. My last birthday was kind of depressing without her when I missed her so much.