BONKitsavalon

my mom just made a joke about something that she doesn’t realize severely traumatized me as a child and really messed me up and i feel like that one emoji  

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i just found a wattpad books story at barnes and nobles and i’m not even 100 pages in and i might just bury the book in my backyard.  swallow by sam schill managed to scar me for life in less than 100 pages.  i almost screamed in disgust and fear during aaron’s murder, SHE KISSED HIM TO TASTE HIS BLOOD AND THEN BIT OFF HIS TONGUE AND ATE IT.
          
          IM DONE, IM SCARRED, THIS CROSSED THE MOTHERFUCKING LINE.
          
          i am fine with horror and actively enjoy it, this is just *shudder*.  i can’t.  i get that mildred sold her soul and everything but she quite literally bit off aaron’s tongue because he bullied her, and she did it after brutally bludgeoning him to death with her moped helmet.
          
          who’s gonna take care of joan?  who?  she could have murdered chelle and i would’ve been fine with it as long as she didn’t FUCKIN EAT PART OF HER cause chelle’s a hoe and i don’t like her, but aaron had to provide a life for his little sister.
          
          mildred is a murderous bitch cannibal and she invokes an ungodly amount of fear in me.  thank you for coming to my ted talk.

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it surprises me that people in my school still haven’t figured out that i’m bi, like i deadass accidentally came out to seven people because me and my friend thought they knew already.
          
          some girl looked at me and said “gay means happy” and i said “gay means gay, gay means homosexual” and my friend was just leaning back in his seat and goes “trust her, she would know” and everyone just froze in shock staring at me, and me and my friend are like freaking out because we didn’t realize they didn’t know.  anyway, how were y’all’s days?

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honestly, just fuck school
          
          like really, my english teacher confiscated a piece of paper that i wrote nf lyrics on cause i was bored and i was scared that she was gonna think they were originally my words so i took it back and ripped it up and she made me give it back to her.  then she taped it back together and gave it to the school counselor/principal and i have a 10 point demerit for ‘stealing’ and had to go to the principal’s office because she wanted to make sure i didn’t want to kill myself and then she recruited me for a creative writing club, like what?  it was so awkward cause the whole time i was like “smile and nod and pretend you aren’t crying”. anygays, i did the math and i had three panic attacks and cried for almost 2 and a half hours, but it was great to know that the people i’ve known my whole life would rather watch me have a panic attack than help, and i didn’t need the random ass children in the hall asking if i was okay, like bitch, i told you i was fine, move your flat ass along
          
          anyway, love you all ❤️❤️

BONKitsavalon

hey guys gals and genderqueer pals, because it’s my one year anniversary on wattpad i decided to feed content into wattpad, congrats to me, and now there’s a story for a series only i have read.
          
          
          anygays, love you all, have an absolutely astounding day!