Hey guys,
Yh I know I haven’t been on here much and I’m sorry but I don’t think I’ll be continuing my stories. Lately I’ve just lost my motivation to do anything and have no one to rant to. So I’ll be explaining it to strangers on the internet.
So I’m bi. (Think I mentioned it in a book) And my parents are homophobic. I haven’t told them and I’m probably not gonna tell them any time soon. I really don’t know how to deal with any of this. Especially since it’s the middle of the holidays and I’m in a foreign country. I was gonna talk to my friends about it, hopefully they could comfort me and help cause most of them are bi, pan or les. But my phone’s broken and I gotta get a new one when I’m back home so I can’t call or text them. I can’t talk to my siblings about it either cause my older brother would probably tell my parents and I don’t want to involve my younger siblings in this mess. I’m all alone in this and I keep thinking about it. I just want everything to end really. And I can’t even slack off in school cause then my parents would poke their noses even more in my business and might find out. And even if I wanted to leave, I have nowhere to go. It’s not just my parents, it’s my aunts and uncles and grandparents and possibly even my cousins. And now I’m up at 5 am just thinking about this. Well bye guys. I hope to see y’all again if it gets any better.
