BSkyeSoldier

Happy New Year 2024 <3

Hello!
          
          I’ve started a little autobiography on my other account, @BrieBrittany, called Bi. Please keep in mind it covers sensitive topics such as trauma, mental disorders, etc. It probably won’t be super long, but I do have more parts planned than what is currently out. 
          
          Thank you, even if you’re not interested! 
          ~BSkyeSoldier 

Happy 2023, everyone! 
          
          I apologize for going on hiatus after starting new stories. As some of you may know, my account is nearly a decade old and I’m getting older myself. I’m 23 and have felt grown out of my stories for a long time, even while writing new ones. I’ve used my stories as a way to express the hardships I’ve faced in life in a creative way. I tend to come back to the site here and there, but ultimately I’m unsure whether or not to continue. 
          
          On top of getting older, I’ve been working on myself mentally which, for me, means being medicated. We’re still searching for the right combination of pills. Currently, I’m unmotivated to do much of anything because of it. Maybe in the future I won’t feel that way and can write again, but it might not be fanfiction. 
          
          However, my most recent fanfiction, Bones, is about a topic I still struggle with and may need to return to in order to cope. It reminds me of how things were when I was suffering from anorexia. Since starting medication, I’ve gained weight that I find hard to ignore. With my motivation sinking, I lose interest in exercise besides what I do at work, causing me to not want to eat again. It’s something I’m working on though and might have to return to the story to get through it. At the moment, I’m unsure and I apologize for that. 
          
          Anyway, here’s to a happy New Year, hope your 2023 is full of health and happiness. Thank you for sticking with me for nearly 10 years and being there when I was at my lowest. This site helped me more than I can describe and I’m thankful for the experience of being a writer. 
          
          Have a gentle day.
          ~BSkyeSoldier

(No pressure at all btw) Just wondering, will you be making any new chapter for Bones? I'm liking the story so far :) (i was kinda nervous to say that 2 MONTHS AGO) It would be alright either way,

I LOVE YOUR STORIES, they inspire me as a person, as a writer, as a saviour, as a brother, as a chef, your stories have impacted me so much, whenever I was at my lowest and feeling alone, I went here and I read some stories to cope with my depression. Your stories have never failed to bring me hope into the future of my life. Without your stories, I probably wouldn't have any inspiration for my personal stories at all. I understand that you wrote some stories years ago, but they were still entertaining and life-changing.

My old stories are so cringey ooft 
          
          …and so are the new ones. 

Hey, 
          
          Just wanted to let anyone reading ‘Denial’ know that I haven’t forgotten about it. It’s been a rough couple weeks, but I promise I’ll be back when I feel able. Just need a little time. 
          
          Thank you for your patience,
          ~BSkyeSoldier

Hii! I just read your story on septicpie and septiplier and can you pls do a story on only septicpie??

I CANNOT believe my account is seven years old! I feel ancient. Thank you to those still reading old stories from my teenage years! I’m very certain none of them hold up, but as long as it entertains people - it’ll stay up. 
          
          I thought about deleting most (all) of my stories last year. They’re so cringey to me and outdated. I feel like I could’ve wrote most of them a lot better. Perhaps I’ll return to this account or my second one soon if I have spare time for more stories. I genuinely miss writing, it’s hard to motivate myself to do so without feedback however. Anyways, thank you again to those still active around here! It blows my mind! 
          
          ~BSkyeSoldier

Recently reread my old poems and decided to post my favorite one here, I titled it “Lagoon” for some reason:
          
          Golden aurora sun 
          Gilding in dawn rainclouds 
          Cosmic euphoria 
          Dusk, moon, and stars are done 
          A mist about the ground 
          Open up umbrella 
          Massive sublime rainbow 
          The angelic sky enshrouds 
          
          Gloom erupts in twilight 
          Haze negativity 
          Its presence amorphous 
          And threatening to smite 
          Wish for felicity 
          As sadness is porous 
          A colossus black crow 
          Soars into symmetry
          
          My poems are not that great, but I have more on my second account @briebrittany.